01-27-2011, 11:51 AM
I can relate to the group aversion, when it comes to any groups that aren't what Akhtu described - interest groups that work kind of like a center of gravity, without any conformist pressure. When working with my blockages in the area, I understood that the very energy that I feared, that which can turn a loose group of people into a murderous mob, has a positive side as well. Of course it does, this is the home of duality... I found it in performing music - a group that's really tuned in with each other can lift in amazing ways. Just trying to think of positive group situations didn't work for me, I had to experience it, consciously. I hope you will also find the positive sides, when seeing whatever the reason is for your aversion. Balancing usually seems to help towards acceptance.