female wanderers

[Glow]

i own an apology to every woman whom my post have made uncomfortable. i didn't want to sound as if i slam most women as mercantile beings and praise most men as spiritual creatures. merely i wanted to hear some stories about your feminine way out of slumber, how did it look from your eyes as a female wanderer? think female wanderer TED-talk. i've heard such stories from men, but i've never heard any from women.

i also shared my issue that most women i have known closely didn't express desire to seek truth or look beyond security of material benefits. i assume i did frame it too harsh though and was sloppy enough to overstretch it to all women. i apologize for that too. still, i can't deny my own experience, experiences of my friends and observations. please note i do not take either gloat or hate towards women in that.
as an example, i have lesbian friend who agreed with me as she got tired of plenty of women in her working environment who hold wealthy lifestyle, succesful marriage and family as pinnacle of their dreams with no spiritual aspirations whatsoever.

that is not to say such women don't exist or women are somehow spiritually inferior. as most of our population is in slumber, it is expected that both men and women alike show little interest in spiritual development and polarizing. the point of my question is how do those women who became awakened see things, what are their goals, how do they go through life, what's their take on mating and gender relationship in our troubled society nowadays, what do they practice or what approach for spiritual development do they take, etc. Ra said that the most common of difficulties for wanderers are alienation and isolation - as a female wanderer how do you deal with these? do you feel it strongly in your life?
since i haven't met such a women hence my curiosity.

I was isolated my whole life. I mean I was my own counsel by 4, parents were a liability to survival instead of help, so yes I relate. The world was to violent, to selfish, very wounded, foolish/short sighted,

I wanted to go home. Before I could talk I would stare out the window at the sky and wish to go home, though I consciously did not know where home was. I just knew this wasn’t it. Earth. I still know this place isn’t quite right. It’s the veil.

I had friends growing up but the disparity between how others lived and perceived even the smallest detail made me feel estranged. Well I was alone. Alone my whole life except for the adults that allowed my abuse or abused me, or the kids at school that filled time but we’re normal kids with normal families. I was different,

Animals were my refuge. They knew how to love, how to be loved, how to forgive, how to protect and nurture. Good role models, not great at helping with homework or packing your lunch

Anyways I guess I was just alone. My husband is a wanderer but a different type. He doesn’t seek at all. As I have revelations it’s revealed to him in his subconscious and we stay mostly at the same level once I reach new understanding. I was with him less alone but still on my own in the journey.

I’ve found a few other wanderers now it’s nice but they haven’t always been ready to walk the path so I was alone on the path except a few instances of temporarily having someone to walk it with.

Now at 42 I have a few I can talk about this stuff with, share the journey but oddly they arrived only when I had already merged enough with my higherself that feeling alienated isn’t a thing I experience anymore.

I feel connected to everyone so I guess, level unlocked now the game is multiplayer.

Not sure that’s relevant but it gets better.

I hope you are blessed with companions to share the journey.
Look for those who also focus on the unusual aspects.
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