female wanderers

[Louisabell]

Thankyou flow on your most recent post for your clarifications.

I just wanted to say that there is nothing wrong or "lowly" for a person to pursue their own self interests with honesty. Just like we don't begrudge men for their preferences and desires, we shouldn't begrudge women for theirs. The continuation of the species is kind of important.

If you are more disappointed at the widespread malaise of materialism, then I'm right there with you. I think it's crazy the amount of time and resources humanity spends on status artefacts, while scientific research into alternative energy or disease is not being done because of a lack of funding. But it is what it is. When you fight reality you lose everytime.

I think it's a pretty common thing for women in their early 20's to come across/be offered a relationship based on status, but it's likely that a wanderess will see it for the gilded cage that it is. Who would stay in a relationship where their true self remained invisible for riches? And yes, I see it as a deadend/trap for both sexes, so maybe that's where your fears are coming from? No-one wants to be used for either sexuality, resources, or well anything. Well I say to that, judge principles, love people.

Now, I'm not saying I am a wanderer, but let's just entertain the idea a little bit, afterall I do fit the M.O. with lurking on the bring 4th forums, and quoting from the LOO like I've read it too many times (I have).

Now, I realise everyone has a feminine side and females are no exception. So a wanderess' link to the subconscious tends to be pretty strong, opening the awareness to many energies, to the point that non-verbal language is the dominant form of communication. The cognitive dissonance constantly observed in others, when mirrored within, can jangle the senses to the point of exhaustion and disarray. This combined with general empathy for the suffering of others, means a wanderess will tend to introversion, or have some strong introverted periods. This adds to isolation.

The wanderess absorbs much at deep levels, so she will have a great reservoir of energies to draw upon which contributes to her personality. This will add to her isolation again as people will find her inconsistent (one personality one day, another personality the next) and close to impossible to understand. This greatly unnerves people, even though a wanderess works so hard to try to put people at ease in her presence.

Her rapid growth, constantly propelled by a restless true-self which is desperate to emerge, will baffle those close to her. They will scratch their heads and say "you've changed a lot" often to her. She will turn around just as baffled and think "how are you still the same after all these years?"

There is one saving grace of course. In the desert, a wanderess will spot a mirage, a great relief. In a crowd, she will spot the one. She can see the bright light emanating behind the eyes that is typical of a wanderer. You see, I think it's the female wanderer that has the gift to find male wanderers in life. The fusion nature of coupling which has been mentioned already is no joke. She will draw out all the good in you that you never imagined you had, and all the bad you can't stand to see. Much will be mirrored, much will be dredged up as you both seek to balance the other. And you will know that unconditional love is real.