Lucid Dreams and memory complexes

[Ankh]

In this 'second dream' I decided to have an OBE, but as I was leaving the dream-trance body which was effortless compared to the waking body, I experienced color flashes and a bodily electrical shock sensation.

I had it too once. Not within the second dream though. I knew I was dreaming in the first dream and tried to do an OBE and suddenly there was intense colour flashes and light strikes, like thunder, and then intensified electric shock in the brain that got more and more intense. "You are not ready yet" my mind screamed and woke me up. Very sad!

Hey, that's cool that someone else had that particular experience. Do you know if there are books on the subject? Leaving the dream body was instantaneous, right? I just woke up into the first dream. I get what you mean by, 'You are not ready yet'. My thought was similar, something like 'you are not supposed to be doing this'. I think the colors where mainly blue and yellow, but it was a while back.

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how were those color flashes ? what format ?

I had to find notes on that dream and as I read it now, I see that I forgot a lot of stuff, and that there was a message. I don't have any specific books on dreams and never been that much intrested of that topic but my strong belief is that every dream is the personal message to your conscious mind, coded in a "language" that you understand. If you don't, you can humble ask to have the same message repeated but in "simpler language/code".

It was four scenarios in that dream. I dreamt it on my birthday and I believe that this dream was a gift, as I do not have lucid dreams often, and also hopefully a clue of what can come in the future.

In the first scenario I was outside our house, but everything was shimmered in a golden light/luster and looked magical. I went inside our neighbours house and "woke up", knowing that I now was conscious, which I stayed during the rest of the dream. I shook the hand of my brother there (not biological) and went outside.

Then I floated in what seemed to be the real space. At that point I decided to do an OBE. The more I tried the more increased the electric shock felt in my brain/head. I got a bit worried if my brain would handle that or if it would be "fried" and I would die in the biological sense. The heart was beating very hard too but it could handle it. During that time an image of some code appeared, similar to the Matrix code, but not quite like it. It was technical symbols connected to each other in a lot of colours (no, I don't remember the colours) and very advanced. As electric shockwaves increased in power when I tried to leave the body, they transformed into blue(ish)/white(ish) very bright lightnings (the colour is like of a lightning – what colour is the lightning??) and then there came the "knowing" that I needed to practice more to be ready for that experience because load was too high on the physical (??) brain.

Then I was in a busy street with a lot of people walking there but I felt free to move. There I realized that I didn't need to walk as I could fly as it was so called lucid dream. As soon as I thought that I instantly lifted off the ground, but the force was too powerful. It was not like before in some of my other dreams where I needed to concentrate on flying. I've had dreams where I could fly perfectly also, but never in the same powerful way as I did now. I then understood that the power was stronger than me. I didn't have it under control and once again there was this "knowing" that this was something I needed to practice on.

In the last scenario I was in a building. This building was a symbol of my body complex. It was a big office building during the days, but now everybody was on "christmas holiday" (because I was sleeping the christmas holiday represented the sleeping body). The only one inside was one cleaning lady and one receptionist. I walked along many halls and looked inside couple of rooms. It was very messy and cluttered. There seemed to be a lot of tiny offices and it looked like a very crowded, busy place. People seemed to work really hard, running around and dropping a lot of documents everywhere. When I saw that poor cleaning lady I knew that she would never be able to clean it all up as it was too much for her. I saw couple of elevators down the hall and asked the receptionist if they led the way out, and she nodded. Then I woke up, instantly, yes.

I see this dream in a whole different light right now. I had this dream before LOO and now LOO gave me the tools to clean that mess up. After that, I will be able to flyyyy... maybe not in this body though :p. Anyway, in my point of view, as I understand it for the moment, I really need to clean up before I will be able to "handle" the powerful forces. Maybe you see it differently?

The dreams that we do remember might be the ones that we only are allowed to enter with our awaken consciousness. If we are to do something that is "outside" our normal consciousness then perhaps we enter these places with our subconsciousness, which is much more powerful and bigger than our awaken state. I remember couple of dreams where I in the first dream, triggered my other, more dense "bodies" and as soon that it happened my conscious lights went out. And in the second dream I was working with some Higher entities as we did something really advanced and non-understandable in a 2D net of very bright light where some entities were (3D?). Though I remember fragments of that dream I really don't know what we were doing as there is also some kind of "knowing" there that this exceeds my current knowledge/understanding.

But it seems that there is also some kind of boundaries where I can go being aware in the dreams. I think that this awareness is more or less the consciousness we have in 3D. That this is what needs to be worked with/cleaned up and expanded, before we can go further/do more and still be conscious about it as 3D entities. In another lucid dream I was flying and decided to go to space. I moved very fast from Earth and then I came to some kind of blue(ish)/white(ish) net, like spider net. Some one guarded it but I didn't see those entities, I was just given some kind of greating and message that I was not allowed beyond that point in my current form for now and that they were very sorry. Instantly after that I was sent back to Earth and woke up. So you see, I think that even if we expand our 3D consciousness it still seems to be some kind of boundaries, whether they are the boundaries of the physical body, or boundaries of the "space" we are "allowed" to reside. It doesn't mean that I will give up, as I find it very amusing.