Loving without expectation of return

[Navaratna]

I cannot seem to project love without at least an anticipation or hope that I will receive love back. I have received insight on all other questions, bar this one. I have no idea how it is done. My love is therefore coloured in this way and I am destined to be hurt by not being loved back by those people I love deeply.

I guess I'll join in and offer my two cents worth.  There is your love that comes from you, and it is limited.  On the other hand, there is love that comes *through* you.  It's a vibration one discerns within that one can settle into and vibrate with.  It's not "your" love and it's not limited.  It just vibrates giving and loving, independent of your personal limitations.  It's there for you, waiting for you to blend with it.
 
 

I think out of all the objects I've ever held, I remember rhodochrosite crystals as having a very loving energy. They are colored red and pink, they have the same colors of a valentines day theme. They were regarded by the Inca as the blood of royalty and are the national stone of Argentina. A lot of those South American cultures held Earth talismans to a high regard.

I remember years ago being in awe of a large necklace piece this Peruvian couple was displaying enveloped by chains of tumbled rose quartz. Rose quartz gives me an impression of a platonic and pure feminine energy, but rhodochrosite is on a different level and a bit more expensive. like it's Earth's lovestone. That stone really embodies a loving Earthly energy. Sometimes it's difficult to sense the param chaitanya [All pervading divine love vibration/supreme truth] pervading through empty space.

I think the thing about this person Shri Mataji is that of all the gurus/religious people/spiritual masters etc...how many well known ones were female? Especially in our modern age from decades ago. Maybe nowadays in the age of women's empowerment there are many bestselling authors, but out of all the stories I've read of people from the West heading to the far east or in to the jungle.. I can think of only one or two that people interested in these topics would know the name of.


"Paramchaitanya is the all-pervading divine power, also expressed as the cool breeze of the Holy Ghost and the Ruh [sensation of kundalini breeze felt on the palms when purified through sahaja meditation]. It is absolute love, which knows, understands, coordinates and works out everything.
everything is worked out by the grace of Paramachaitanya, which is the power of the Adi Shakti... reality is Paramachaitanya and it is reality that works out everything. And then this reality is the Divine Love... Like a child who finds his mother, then he stops crying, no more, now he’s found his mother. In the same way you have found Paramachaitanya and the connection with it. So you don’t have to worry for anything, don’t have to think about anything, you don’t have to plan about anything, only thing is you have to jump into it, just jump into it and know that you have become part and parcel of the reality. (89/07/19)"

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