Loving without expectation of return

[Sacred Fool]

 
If you're still out there, lb, there's one more thing I would add regarding what we're trying to describe for you.  For me, it's a place in the heart where the presence of all beings is felt.  It's as though they are all there in a mandala configuration of light, and the it's clearly evident, intuitively, that we're all glowing for and with one another.  So, it's just reflexive to yield to that and offer all to all.

If it's hard to find that area--and, trust me, I know how that feels--you might want to trace emotions of unworthiness, feeling unworthy to receive love, and work to "purify" these, as Q'uo would put it, and see if such a process eventually lands you in the area which I mentioned.  In one rather useful session, Q'uo averred that such feelings lie at every level of consciousness, at every chakra, and so if you can begin at the bottom and work your way up to the heart--over time--you may find the emotions which you are seeking: viz., spontaneous unending love for all.

It's a groovy place to visit.  I hope to live there someday...perhaps soon.