Can you accept being a loser in this world?

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I believe it's the heart that needs balanced rather than violet ray for harvest.
And I don't believe meditation is selfish. When you change, it changes others
by radiating more Light and Love.

Check out my very first post: Is meditation a STS act?

Yes, the heart and all the other energy centers require balancing for harvest, the violet ray being the combined total of all the energy centers. Ra has some other quotes on this clarify it, but for brevity's sake I'll post two.

(14.14)Ra: ...the heart of self... which resides clearly in the violet-ray energy field will determine the harvesting of each mind/body/spirit complex.

(41.19) Ra: I am Ra. Each energy center has a wide range of rotational speed or as you may see it more clearly in relation to color, brilliance. The more strongly the will of the entity concentrates upon and refines or purifies each energy center, the more brilliant or rotationally active each energy center will be. It is not necessary for the energy centers to be activated in order in the case of the self-aware entity. Thusly entities may have extremely brilliant energy centers while being quite unbalanced in their violet-ray aspect due to lack of attention paid to the totality of experience of the entity.
The key to balance may then be seen in the unstudied, spontaneous, and honest response of entities toward experiences, thus using experience to the utmost, then applying the balancing exercises and achieving the proper attitude for the most purified spectrum of energy center manifestation in violet ray. This is why the brilliance or rotational speed of the energy centers is not considered above the balanced aspect or violet-ray manifestation of an entity in regarding harvestability; for those entities which are unbalanced, especially as to the primary rays, will not be capable of sustaining the impact of the love and light of intelligent infinity to the extent necessary for harvest.

And I didn't mean that meditation was a service to self act. My post was meant to convey that it's okay to be 'selfish' sometimes, as long as we're making a thorough effort to balance and alleviate it. We have all the light and dark in us, and we're here to balance them rather than completely repress the negativity that is also a part of us. There's no need to try to strain ourselves to be perfect when all is already perfect, even in its apparent imperfection. We just need to refine ourselves while wading through the illusion of time.