Spiritual and Masturbation

[AnthroHeart]

I've reached a point now where I can't ejaculate or do the traditional orgasm.

My energy flow is strong enough that it keeps pressure on the sexual chakra.

So it's like a continuous, smooth mild orgasm. The chakra can't pulsate
to orgasm because of the pressure.

Last 3 masturbation attempts right at the moment before orgasm would occur, the energy
is automatically diverted back into the channel and does not push the chakra to peak.

So I'm in a continuous, low-level smooth, continuous orgasm at about 3/10 strength (where 10 would be a normal orgasm for a guy).
Though it goes as high as 5/10, and seems to keep steadily increasing. It is also expansive rather than the constricting nature of a typical orgasm.
Coupled with the bliss in crown and heart, it's like a sort of orgasmic bliss.

I think it's our natural state when we remove much of our resistance. It's the steady state of Creator.

I don't know if it will stay like this, but I have since lost interest in masturbation
simply because I can't ejaculate. And it feels like a 5/10 a lot, so I don't really want to make it a 10.