wishing for a mate

[dolphin]

For several years I have been wondering. In university they sent me to be tested. After 28 hours of the barrage of psychological tests, it was found that I was different. I barely passed the standard IQ tests, but exceeding on the ones that did not have language. Every other test results were superior. What were they to tell the university?
I wrote an essay for a psych class about "The Knowing One". It was a good essay, grammatically correct and well written, however; made no sense. Well, it made no sense to the one reading it, but to me, it was part of the awakening to who I am. My name is Eileen, which means bringer of light and my middle name is Fay, which means fae or knowing one or fairy. I am the light fairy. For some reason I feel very connected to fairy tales and fairies. Perhaps my planet is that way. I also feel part of the ancient North American Indian culture, though I have no Indian or first nations blood or friends of such.
Like every wanderer, I simply did not fit. It is nice to be artistically gifted and musically talented. Basically I have been able to do whatever I desired with little effort, but the hard thing was connecting with my peers. Children and the elderly absolutely adore me, as do animals. People are afraid of me. I have read some of the wanderer connections here and that comes up again and again .
Currently I am on respite, hiding out in a motorhome in a shop in the middle of nowhere, seeing no one. I go to church to raise the vibrations there and have been asked to spread my light by helping in various ways. I will. I have farm animals to care for though and that takes 5 or so hours a day.
That which I desire most is a mate.
I know I am not alone and am awakened now to my purpose. It is lonely though.
Eileen Fay , the light fairy.

Have you considered dating a dolphin?
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