Is STO doing things?

[Asolsutsesvyl]

That being said, f*** polarity and f*** the STS/STO thing. In fact, I am at this point not so trustful of the LOO channelings. Having information channeled by a supposedly positive entity that is supposedly an alien SMC who was supposedly worshipped as a sun god is some very shaky s*** taken on absolute faith but why? And what is the idea presented? It seems to be: either be absorbed into some amorphous cosmic force or damn yourself to separation until loneliness forces you to submit and inevitably be absorbed by that amorphous cosmic force. So then the whole STO/STS thing really isn't much of a real choice at all. It's the illusion of choice. You are being told you have no choice but to inevitably give up your memories, identity, free will etc. to merge with the One. Where's the free will again? Maybe the free will is the free will not to buy into that s***. Sure, maybe all is one, but just because you FINALLY find a spiritual text that acknowledges that fact and puts it in positive sounding language doesn't mean the material isn't actually insidious. But who knows? Maybe that is the way s*** is. I don't know anymore and I'm not going to instantly assume it actually is how "Ra" says it is, nor that it's all bullshit either. Who knows?

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Still, I don't trust this whole LOO material anymore, not that I completely disregard it either.

Maybe this post could be helpful, in describing the "method of exclusion" - that is, the way it is supposed to work/be engaged. I don't think positive idealism (the "method of integration") will work as a driving force for you, but "impartiality with the self" may, as a way of getting somewhere.

More idealistically driven people may get somewhere by distilling purer ideals, in some form, whether related to the LOO channeling or something else, and then sincerely striving towards them, both inwardly and outwardly. (Not easy.) More mentally and skeptically driven people may need to approach eveything differently in order to approach whatever is real by excluding everything which isn't. (Not easy either, but one way or the other will be a better fit for each person.)