Can you accept being a loser in this world?

[Seb2466]

Let's be real here. You can not win in the physical world by acting in a way that resonates with higher densities. We know that's true for worldy things. Of course there are two kinds of winning. One is winning in this world and one is winning in the other. You can not tell me it is possible to have both. Even the disciples of Jesus constantly asked him how to turn the illusion in their favor. But to live in the illusion is not the right way. We are in this world but not of it. This seems rather  hard to accept. In fact probably the hardest to accept and I have had trouble doing that all my life.
This might be the hardest to accept. If we do not fight against those who rules us who stops them? I am aware of what Jesus said about handling occupation.
He said: "He advises his followers to overcome Roman oppression with creativity and kindness. If a Roman soldier conscripts you into carrying his bags, don’t just take them the legally required limit, carry them the extra mile."
This didn't work obviously. As you know, Rome eventually captured Jesus and crucified him . It seems that the executioners had a lot of vicious fun with him, as they mocked him with a crown of thorns, a robe, and a “coronation walk” where he was forced to carry the cross he would be crucified on.
And now look, Jesus teachings have been peverted and the Vatican/Jesuits are one of the most powerful organizations of the world(I mean that in a bad way).

Why bother? with anything. Nothing in this world matters. It might matter for the world after this one but not here. All you do here is fight against ebb and tide. An endless cycle of violence.

The only problem I seem to have with this is if you are with your family and friends.I can handle not having the gold of this world but can they? As the common saying goes pyrite is fools gold.
I'm not sure I'd be able to see people I love suffer because they refuse to take part in a corrupt system.I know we only have to be 51 % STO but you know in my opinion it's just as hard as being 95%. There's no point trying to live from your heart if you are willing trampling on others in order to get a comfortable life. We live with riches because we take from others. Don't try to sell me anything. This is the matrix we're talking about, not some fantasy.

Okay let's take an extreme example. Say you are in a post apocalyptic scenario and you and your family come across a bunch of thieves and worse....you know the only way to get trough this is to take your guns and use them in a lethal manner. It's a one way street. Either you do it or you get enslaved. What do you do?


25.5 Questioner: You spoke of an Orion Confederation and a battle being fought between the Confederation and the Orion Confederation. Is it possible to convey any concept of how this battle is fought?

Ra: I am Ra. Picture, if you will, your mind. Picture it then in total unity with all other minds of your society. You are then single-minded and that which is a weak electrical charge in your physical illusion is now an enormously powerful machine whereby thoughts may be projected as things.
In this endeavor the Orion group charges or attacks the Confederation arms with light. The result, a stand-off, as you would call it, both energies being somewhat depleted by this and needing to regroup; the negative depleted through failure to manipulate, the positive depleted through failure to accept that which is given.

25.6 Questioner: Could you amplify the meaning of what you said by “failure to accept that which is given?”

Ra: I am Ra. At the level of time/space at which this takes place in the form of what you may call thought-war, the most accepting and loving energy would be to so love those who wished to manipulate that those entities were surrounded, engulfed, and transformed by positive energies.
This, however, being a battle of equals, the Confederation is aware that it cannot, on equal footing, allow itself to be manipulated in order to remain purely positive, for then though pure it would not be of any consequence, having been placed by the so-called powers of darkness under the heel, as you may say.
It is thus that those who deal with this thought-war must be defensive rather than accepting in order to preserve their usefulness in service to others. Thusly, they cannot accept fully what the Orion Confederation wishes to give, that being enslavement. Thusly, some polarity is lost due to this friction and both sides, if you will, must then regroup.
It has not been fruitful for either side. The only consequence which has been helpful is a balancing of the energies available to this planet so that these energies have less necessity to be balanced in this space/time, thus lessening the chances of planetary annihilation.

Defending yourself in this world....what would that turn you into?

This might be an extreme example but you can apply it into all areas of life. As you can quickly see this isn't a way to live in this world. To be of service to others is to be a loser in the physical ascpects of life.  Or does being STO allow you to defend yourself everytime you are attacked?
Then you'd have to carefully pick your battles so that you may win them. This quickly goes into STS-thinking.
Buddha once said that if you are given a gift and do not accept it it goes back to the one who bought it for you. Similary you can repel attacks and insults.  Does that mean you should just let yourself get beaten down? I know you can control your emotional response but still. How could you allow your body to endure such suffering? It is just as much a part of you as is your soul.
Do any of you accept that like Jesus did? I doubt it.

I'm not sure if I'm capable of accepting that.

This line of thought i think is ridiculously important. Achieving polarity and simply trying to live in a state of peace on earth right now feels nearly impossible. We need some basic things to live, like food, water and shelter, but even attaining these using the monetary system warrants pollution, habitat destruction, and labour exploitation. On top of that, every cent you spend helps some capitalist get even richer, which further strengthens the grip of negativity on the planet. It's insane. Then, let's talk about the social schema. I'm in first year university and I can tell you for sure that if I wanted to completely avoid negative behaviour, I would be a hermit. We devour media, we relish over styles and aesthetics, we criticize ourselves, we criticize others, and we are devoting years of our life to the pursuit of money. University can hardly be seen as something of positive polarity, given that the sole purpose is to ensure that life is stable and I am able to afford the luxuries myself and my future wife and family may desire. And food! How to afford healthy, low impact food on a university student finance. I fill myself with plastics and toxins and have developed wonderful addictions to sugars, fats and carbs, due to the unavailability (and my unwillingness) to purchase high frequency foods that actually nourish. God forbid if i were to be attacked or robbed; would I fight, would I stand and take it? It's a lot. Thus, the difficulty in achieving 51% STO.

I don't have a solution, but I have considerations. There's no way around it, all these things are negatively oriented. However, this is the choosing density and not the density of knowing, and you're gonna make choices. I'd say my first consideration is why you should preserve yourself, or make decisions to create your comfort. Self preservation is inherently negative, but is also undeniably necessary to compound lessons in third density. A connoisseur knows wine and judges wine better than an amateur, in the same way a seasoned individual in third density with a developed mind complex will process lessons in a way that fits their developed theory of truth far better than a newborn child may (it is also important to note that there is a negative skew here as well, given that positivity would likely dictate the individual learn patiently and not worry about time crunch ideas like efficacy or efficiency). Regarding comfort, it may seem negative to sit and treat yourself to things such as movies, casual sex, social drinking, and the like, but there is observably a difference in one's interpretation of lessons when under stress, and when relaxed. If you happen to be accompanied by the loyal opposition, much damage can be sustained simply by feeling fear, stress, anger, frustration, dispair, etc. The opposition works upon these distortions as though they were chinks in the armour, jabbing the knife where they can. In this light, for self preservation, it becomes necessary to be comfortable and in an occasional state of peace (difficult with the awareness gained in seeking).

To get to the point, we can think of our positive polarity as our spiritual health. We are not perfect, and are not going to be perfectly positive, hence the requirement for 51% as opposed to 100%. It might be useful to think about the dance of negative and positive, and their energies within us. If you think back to any particularly positively polarizing experience of yours, you can almost certainly find subtle negativities that may have lead you to that circumstance. My faith is in the idea that if one sets their sights on the positive polarity, and truly seeks it and attempts to become it, then that is what will be. Keep in mind, this really really is a function of faith. I think we are all absolutely making negative decisions, and will continue to do so. I consider it a part of shadow work to acknowledge and accept this necessity, and to work through the feelings of frustration, confusion, and fear that are associated Ra clearly says one should not be afraid to choose, and should not be afraid to fail. So uh, that's my take. I'd love some feedback if someone's got it.