03-19-2020, 11:22 AM
@ RitaJC: Thank you for always offering the service of help to those who ask. 
@ Black Dragon: No need to apologize for your "rant." I appreciate truth—where are we without it? I also understand your feelings. They are natural given the situation on Earth at this time. I agree to some extent about beings not down here in the 3D/early 4D trenches, though I'm sure that the ones who are STO do not intend to be cavalier.
It is what it is (though that offers little comfort). I think this reality on Earth can be quite confusing. For one thing, there are physical survival needs that must be met: food, shelter, sex, family (tribe) which without we can hardly be expected to "think positively" or maintain a higher consciousness. People who are secure in their survival (those with trust funds, some wealth, and the like) never seem to get this, and it's understandable since they have no experience of it.
We are all walking our individual paths along the steps of light. It is good that you allow your true feelings to surface, even if they are counter to what is accepted by normal standards (even here on B4). What you do from here is your choice(s), and the only suggestion I can make is to intend that you continue to move forward consciously, be open to catalyst (which is everything in this reality: joyful as well as difficult), and know that there are others who understand your struggle.
Good luck in your journey. <3

@ Black Dragon: No need to apologize for your "rant." I appreciate truth—where are we without it? I also understand your feelings. They are natural given the situation on Earth at this time. I agree to some extent about beings not down here in the 3D/early 4D trenches, though I'm sure that the ones who are STO do not intend to be cavalier.
It is what it is (though that offers little comfort). I think this reality on Earth can be quite confusing. For one thing, there are physical survival needs that must be met: food, shelter, sex, family (tribe) which without we can hardly be expected to "think positively" or maintain a higher consciousness. People who are secure in their survival (those with trust funds, some wealth, and the like) never seem to get this, and it's understandable since they have no experience of it.
We are all walking our individual paths along the steps of light. It is good that you allow your true feelings to surface, even if they are counter to what is accepted by normal standards (even here on B4). What you do from here is your choice(s), and the only suggestion I can make is to intend that you continue to move forward consciously, be open to catalyst (which is everything in this reality: joyful as well as difficult), and know that there are others who understand your struggle.
Good luck in your journey. <3