A Proclamation

[Aion]

When I used to lurk this site a lot a few years back, I found myself appreciating a lot of your posts @Aion. This one is no different. I also have a background rich in video games and heavy metal as far as this life goes, and I guess you could say galactic conflicts and some heavy duty stuff as far as other ones, so I think maybe it wouldn't be too hard for you to understand my energy and perspectives on things. I'm at a pretty confused and shitty place in my life right now, and for the most part, I know the answers need to come from inside. If I remember right though, you are one of the ones here who can kind of pick up on people's past life history and karma, guides and ET influences/contacts, stuff of that nature. I'm not expecting anything, but if there's anything you can pick up on that would help give me some answers or point me in directions I can expand with my own seeking, it would be much appreciated. If there's anything you wish to know about me, just ask.

We have met before in other times, not always on the side of the light and not always together on the same side. However, I feel there is an innate mutual respect there, your spirit travels from a similar source and trajectory. There are a number of us who are flowing from the same pool and we are bound to meet and resolve our aspects of self, slowly pulling our greater self back in to unity. Welcome back.

I figured as much in a lot of ways. I know we've met before, but unclear under what circumstances...pretty sure it was many different times and places. I know deep down I haven't always been 100% STO in every life, and I must have had some lives that were really distorted, but I suppose they served a purpose in learning. In the book "Bringers of the Dawn" they say basically that a lot of wanderers have had those experiences, so they can fully understand the dark and freely choose the light so to speak. That book has a certain bent and I don't agree with them on 100% of every issue, but enough of it resonates with me enough to mention it. This life is almost too much sometimes, and there's so much misery here, but I think we can all agree there's something very special about this planet. This is where we make tremendous changes and open up whole new paradigms, not just another planetary cycle or harvest, but the stage for a grand universal shift. I came here to assist, but also as an opportunity to heal, because I've got a lot of baggage. I just really haven't seen much of a path to assist this planet, nor much of one to heal myself. Sometimes it seems like I'm just here to suffer and/or be punished or played like a chess piece by arrogant entities who sit in the comfort of higher densities, and either forgot or never knew what this was like, and that notion fills me with rage and rebellion and detracts further from my mission. Thanks for your thoughtful reply, good to know I'm not in this alone and people can understand.

I know what it's like to question deeply whether or not there is any significance to one's existence or actions, or anything at all. If I am to trust what I feel in my deepest soul, the notion of some kind of 'fractal'-like unity, where the microcosm and macrocosm are reflections of the same ultimate truth, then I would say that healing oneself is probably one of the most helpful things one could do for the planet. Afterall, we too are the planet.

I have that book and I remember enjoying reading it although like you not really agreeing with everything, there are some interesting perspectives to view. All books really just give you some small attempt at a glimpse from another point of view, imo.

The funny thing is that by that notion we too are the evils, the dominating entities, the great darknesses which consume worlds. Let us ask ourselves, what is it we are doing, and why do our souls seek destruction? Only in knowing one's own unity to the darkness and the light is the reality between them revealed.