Can you accept being a loser in this world?

[rinzler]

Quite frankly, I'm growing tired of solipsism

As I view it, solipsism is quite natural while one views the world out the windows of any of the first three energy centers.  A being is highly susceptible to it at the level of the first, and the next two also offer a glimpse of the world as it interacts with the simple, individuated self.

As one, through commitment to seeking and service, begins to sense how the world looks when viewed out from the heart center, the entire picture shifts and receiving love becomes less than the entire picture.  (One stops demanding, so what's in it for me?!)  Then one's outlook is less focused upon what one receives for the energy invested, and the pleasure of engaging in a loving manner becomes a joy in itself.

It's really a magical transformation that cannot be conveyed in a forum post--such as this.  One's entire center of gravity shifts over such that solipsism becomes uninteresting (as indicated in the quote above) and the interchange of beauty and kindness becomes the focus of interest.

Some say it's the gift of grace, but I surmise that it's just a function of the natural progression along the upward spiraling of consciousness.  That is, as one embraces more deeply one's very own heart, the shift occurs as a natural consequence and 4D light becomes, not merely bearable, but intriguing.

And until that shift occurs, terrestrial life is, indeed, manifestly ugly and burdensome by comparison.

  

"35.1 Questioner: [I would] like to say that we consider this a great privilege to be doing this work and hope that we are going to question [in a] direction that will be of value to the readers of this material. This session, I thought that possibly inspecting the effect on the rays of different well-known figures in our history might be help in understanding how the catalyst of the illusion creates spiritual growth. I was making a list here and the first I thought we might possibly hit the high points on as to the effect of catalyst of the individual’s working life would be the one we know as Franklin D. Roosevelt. Could you say something about that entity?

Ra: I am Ra. It is to be noted that in discussing those who are well-known among your peoples there is the possibility that information may be seen to be specific to one entity whereas in actuality the great design of experience is much the same for each entity. It is with this in mind that we would discuss the experiential forces which offered catalyst to an individual.
It is further to be noted that in the case of those entities lately incarnate upon your plane much distortion may have taken place in regard to misinformation and misinterpretation of an entity’s thoughts or behaviors.
We shall now proceed to, shall we say, speak of the basic parameters of the one known as Franklin. When any entity comes into third-density incarnation, each of its energy centers is potentiated but must be activated by the self using experience.
The one known as Franklin developed very quickly up through red, orange, yellow, and green and began to work in the blue-ray energy center at a tender age, as you would say. This rapid growth was due, firstly, to previous achievements in the activation of these rays; secondly, to the relative comfort and leisure of its early existence; thirdly, due to the strong desire upon the part of the entity to progress.This entity mated with an entity whose blue-ray vibrations were of a strength more than equal to its own thus acquiring catalyst for further growth in that area that was to persist throughout the incarnation.
This entity had some difficulty with continued green-ray activity due to the excessive energy which was put into the activities regarding other-selves in the distortion towards acquiring power. This was to have its toll upon the physical vehicle, as you may call it. The limitation of the non-movement of a portion of the physical vehicle opened once again, for this entity, the opportunity for concentration upon the more, shall we say, universal or idealistic aspects of power; that is, the non-abusive use of power. Thus at the outset of a bellicose action this entity had lost some positive polarity due to excessive use of the orange- and yellow-ray energies at the expense of green- and blue-ray energies, then had regained the polarity due to the catalytic effects of a painful limitation upon the physical complex.
This entity was not of a bellicose nature but rather during the conflict continued to vibrate in green ray working with the blue-ray energies. The entity who was the one known as Franklin’s teacher also functioned greatly during this period as blue-ray activator, not only for its mate but also in a more universal expression. This entity polarized continuously in a positive fashion in the universal sense while, in a less universal sense, developing a pattern of what may be called karma; this karma having to do with inharmonious relationship distortions with the mate/teacher.*

This is all I have to say. Interprete however you want.