Wanderers and their odd metaphysical connection

[Black Dragon]

I'll add another thing that's recent, and a bit more "conventional" sort of contact than all that funky dream state stuff. I've picked up a rather worldly hobby recently to ground myself and support my inner child/just have fun. This hobby helps me with my hand-eye coordination, my patience, dexterity, and a lot of faculties I have trouble with, at the same time gives and outlet for my creativity. It grounds me, yet frees me from the bonds of Earth just a bit to make me feel like what I really am. I like to build and fly remote controlled planes, a lot of which are of my own design and some rather unconventional(the weirder the better!). I build them out of new and light electronics and foam board from the dollar store which I cut and fold and glue into whatever type of plane I want. It takes a little earthly knowledge of aerodynamics(which is really just a section of fluid dynamics that could in some ways apply or have similarities to time/space as well :idea. So yeah, I like to build and fly little craft around, cause that's just how I roll .

I'm on a forum dedicated to the hobby and I record and upload videos of my flights with a cheap little action cam mounted to my head with a headband or hat, and in this process more than any time in my life, I'm looking at the sky and recording for prolonged periods of time...and there's some of my flight footage I've squirreled away into a separate folder and did not share on YouTube/hobbyist forums, because of what it contains; silvery little specs that are not and do not behave as birds, bugs, or planes, all of which I'm very familiar with in the Mojave desert close to Edwards AFB. They appear most when I'm in a positive rather than negative state, and when I'm really "into" my flight, like straight in the moment doing aerobatics with much gusto, and their moves are hotter than mine, like impossibly so. I'll have to go back and look at a vid but one basically shoots off and then "laps itself" instantly, appearing behind where it just left like it instantly circled the globe. I'm not sure I even want to dig these vids out and share them, because while interesting, vids like these are a dime a dozen, and no matter how real they may be, nobody will give a s*** anyway(you could have the smoking gun for ET contact at this point and they will still just gas light it away), or if they do pay attention will be the wrong kind of attention and I don't want to draw any more negativity down on me.

Thanks for listening, not the easiest stuff to talk about. Years back I would have pissed myself in excitement of getting UFO's on vid, but I guess if its worth anything its really just worth something to me personally, because I don't think releasing them will make any impact, cause there's countless evidence out there as good or better than mine that's just laughed at.