Can beings, that are neither 50% STS, nor 50% STO ascend

[flofrog]

hey another seeker here, what you said about polarizing really matters to me. If I hadn't read the Ra Material I probably would just stay the same. Now I'm actively trying to change but to be honest I also think it's like Ra said. You can't force yourself to be something which you are not. I am angry, angry at the people and the world but at my core I can't change my spiritual bias which has developed over several lifetimes before this one. That would undo way too much progress I believe. I don't know exactly but it sure feels like it even if I really want to be negative really hard I keep bouncing back somehow. Who knows.... I'm sure though I've had enough of constant suffering. I don't know how STS does that all the time. Power might be tempting in 3D but like Jesus said, there is no rest for the wicked. 4D is hell. Also starting at the lower end of the hierarchy sounds like a really bad deal to me. Always fighting amongst each other for power. What power? Devouring other souls of energy who have a infinite connection to the creator? There's a reason STS is hell-bent on efficency. It's because they have a limited amount of power and it shows in the battles between good and evil for humans. Angels can simply hold off demons and there is literally nothing they can do. They linger around all day waiting for an opportunity to feed and jump at the first one. They are reactionary. The more you think in logic, the more you are predictable. How's that free will? If you become predictable there are no suprises. Nothing. You get closer and closer to being a thought-form. Which is why 4D negative tries to stave of getting into 5D for as long as possible. The Cassiopeans said that negative polarity ends at negative 4D and anything above it are simply thoughtforms following a "programmed behaviour". I tend to agree with that to be honest. There isn't anything suprising about these souls anymore. They lose more and more of their freewill until they eventually implode into basic matter and recycle or reverse polarities and accept unity. I know some think the higher you get in density the more free will you have but I think this only applies to positive. As biased as that sounds,...how much freewill does a rock have? This is what negatives are headed for. There is nothing more logical, predictable than a rock. They are the black holes that implode and spew out matter in form of Hawking radiation.
They are the moved wheras STO is the mover. He who wills evil will forever do good.

19.16 Questioner: Then, through free will, some time in the third-density experience, the path splits and an entity consciously— probably does not consciously choose. Does an entity consciously choose this path at the initial splitting point?

Ra: I am Ra. We speak in generalities which is dangerous for always inaccurate. However, we realize you look for the overview; so we will eliminate anomalies and speak of majorities.

The majority of third-density beings is far along the chosen path before realization of that path is conscious.

Anything above negative 4D is in my opinion just a thoughtform, not worth pursuing because I'd go as far as to say that the more they consume the less aware they become.

rinsler, among all the lovely things you say, that I love, I do especially the one on rocks, I so feel too there is something of a black hole to rocks. Just massive energy compressed, somehow our brothers in solitude and creation...