I’m a channel in need of help

[EvolvingPhoenix]

oh EP  I so love you and am so happy to see you around... I wake up everyday at ... 5:30 and then go meditate lol !!!  And I so agree with you.. I met a shaman in Peru years ago and it changed quite a few things !!!  Isn't Agua wonderful ???

Surfboard sorry to get off subject again,  EP is so right the dire need is only an illusion but it can be a very suffering one, and the only important thing is to heal and..  Love is there all the time for sure.

Awww... Thanks Flo.

I love you too

Agua is indeed wonderful, and I am grateful for his guidance. I admit that I am only just recently making real use of it or even starting to really get the most important stuff he said. Especially this:

You are not your experiences.

This is true. And this is why it is okay to die. Death is a symbol, not the actual end of one's existence. To me: it symbolizes letting go and making room for all that is.

I find it interesting...

I use the surname "Grimm" in most of my aliases, I have always had kind of a thing for death and it's imagery, my other big symbol/alias (other than the Grim Reaper) is a Phoenix (same symbol, slightly different expression) I fell into unrequited love with a Scorpio who very well embodied much of the traits associated in many ways, and who I was tasked with letting go of to make room for all that is, and I have begun training in work upon my consciousness by learning from somebody who calls themselves "Reaper"

And as I meditated to my fears, connected with my higher self and looked at all the death imagery I have been surrounding myself with, I made the connection: One big reason I was born was to learn how to die, so I can make room for all that is.