03-04-2020, 02:49 PM
I get you on the whole fear from a 3d perspective thing, all the more prone if you have strong feelings about authority(like me for instance). I can't make a 100% call on whether there is something overtly dirty, deceptive, tyrannical, or STS about Yahweh(at least the original one who by the Ra material's description changed his name to Yod-Heh-Shin-Vau_Heh or some such after Orion did the whole impostor thing and claimed to be him). I can't make this call 100% regarding Saturn or the nine...they allegedly had a hand in Star Trek, and I do like me some Trek. Where my concerns come from is this energy of Saturn, Yahweh, and the council of nine does not seem very heart centered, like they have this mechanistic, mental/intellectual, dogmatic perception of what STO is, what is good for our development, and how we should be shaped and what we should become, and they will manipulate us in any underhanded way possible, good -cop- bad- cop us, do whatever they think it takes to reach their ends or their vision for us, nonmatter how miserable they make us.
It's all very taciturn, like we are just clay being shaped and processed to some end, f*** our feelings and happiness. I understand there must be some adversity to grow, but there needs to be a little love, lightness, and fun. Fun is way more FUNdamental to the red ray than most believe, giving us meaning and purpose. If they just make us all miserable and existentially depressed with this boot camp style stuff, how can we grow into anything authentic and heart centered? Is it that they aren't radiating much or any heart centered love, or is that that people like me who "accuse them" of this just can't receive or perceive it properly due to our own blockages and misunderstandings? Is it them that's just not understanding OUR perspective because they think they are so above it? Maybe an incarnation or two or 50 here on 3d Earth with the rest of us might clear things up a bit for them...
It's all very taciturn, like we are just clay being shaped and processed to some end, f*** our feelings and happiness. I understand there must be some adversity to grow, but there needs to be a little love, lightness, and fun. Fun is way more FUNdamental to the red ray than most believe, giving us meaning and purpose. If they just make us all miserable and existentially depressed with this boot camp style stuff, how can we grow into anything authentic and heart centered? Is it that they aren't radiating much or any heart centered love, or is that that people like me who "accuse them" of this just can't receive or perceive it properly due to our own blockages and misunderstandings? Is it them that's just not understanding OUR perspective because they think they are so above it? Maybe an incarnation or two or 50 here on 3d Earth with the rest of us might clear things up a bit for them...