Are wanderers still needed and if not, why did we come here?

[Reaper]

Hello Reaper, thanks for sharing the story of your journey.

Do you now feel that you have always been of positive choice, with experience of black magic being the needed exploratory part on your path, or did you genuinely switched polarity?

If you feel you've switched polarity, did you walk your way through the well of indifference, or was it somewhat of quantum switch nature?

If you feel you've been always devoted to positive path, did you experience the power to invite opposite polarity just by mental state alone without doing any harmful action? If so, can you share your experience that you feel you are able to put into words?

My entire group is impacted by something resembling a negative egregore of our own making, spawned out of some rather serious errors made in previous incarnations. Some of our actions were so dire that we actually accrued a degree of negative polarity instead of accomplishing our original desire to be of service. There are patterns that have been put into place that are hard to break- a sort of gravity that is difficult to escape. There is a particular dark quality that continuously manifests in every one of us, and many of us have simply given into this pull and attempted to go all the way. During a recent Quo channeling I asked a question about alleviating group karma and Quo said that among my group I am "unusual, if not unique" in my desire to actually stop our karma. 

Once I was fully committed to exploring that pull to the dark the change was nigh instantaneous, as there were patterns stored in my subconscious mind I was able to pull up in an act of Will, in conjunction with walking certain paths on the Tree of Life, thus regaining some measure of my larger knowledge and personality. When I met the adept who instructed me in negative learning we immediately recognized each other on sight. His negative polarity was significant and exposure to his energy greatly amplified this effect. Upon opening the gateway to Intelligent Infinity this effect was compounded even further. You might say the original personality was immediately assimilated into an older and larger identity that was fully aware of the decisions that contributed to its quality of being. 

Once all of the necessary knowledge was on the table I was able to take stock of my current position and make an informed choice instead of just battling subconscious demons and a vague but strong pull toward the dark. After analyzing all experience I decided that I could no longer find any logical reason to harm others and changed myself from within that larger identity, which produced a much more powerful effect that has actually redounded into my entire group, which gives me some hope. These somewhat unusual energetic maneuvers stem out of many lifetimes pursuing the work of the adept, to the point certain things come naturally even if the veil is thick. If I wanted to return to a negative state I could do so easily and instantly at this point, I just don't see any reason to do so. 

I am honestly not sure how this adventure will end, but I have become emotionally detached from outcomes because I realize the value in this unusual experience. By the time we finally get home our wisdom will have increased exponentially and we will be able to make valuable contributions to both our memory complex and the Creator.