02-20-2020, 05:08 PM
The entire group was involved in what took place, thus you have two levels of karma, the individual level and the group level. On the individual level I have relived what happened, entered into a larger understanding of what contributed to those circumstances, and I have forgiven myself and made restitution where possible. I have cleared myself and am no longer subject to the very vicious cycle of karma that has come to define our lineage.
At the group level, most of us are still very stuck. To put it bluntly, the majority of my Family are black magicians who feel they have no choice but to finish what they started. I was right there with them for many lifetimes, until I had a life so unimaginably traumatic that I was "shaken loose" from the collective illusion we've created. After that I spent many lives as a monk, nun or hermit, attempting to both clear my own intense distortions and to get away from the gravity well of negativity that is my Family. To continue incarnating in their bloodlines would make it impossible for me to avoid being sucked back under, so I cut myself off.
With all the changes to the Earth's energy field, a small crack has opened up and I've been able to offer the slightest tendril of healing. They are becoming unable to deny the reality of how much they need help. I've encountered a few other exiled Family members and we're doing what we can. I've watched several of them break down and go insane the moment they attempt to open their hearts. The first of our number I met in this lifetime, a wealthy man who was still rather close to our typical lifestyle, slaughtered himself the second he grasped the truth, though his spirit realigned itself in the astral planes and has been a huge help to the efforts at healing.
Overall, we are in a state of chaos and I find it unlikely that we will succeed in completely healing the group karma anytime soon. However, I've seen much healing on an individual level amongst several of our members, and for each of us that returns to our original positive intent, the cry for aid is squared and we come closer to deliverance. I will stay with them for as long as I have to, because they are my Family.
At the group level, most of us are still very stuck. To put it bluntly, the majority of my Family are black magicians who feel they have no choice but to finish what they started. I was right there with them for many lifetimes, until I had a life so unimaginably traumatic that I was "shaken loose" from the collective illusion we've created. After that I spent many lives as a monk, nun or hermit, attempting to both clear my own intense distortions and to get away from the gravity well of negativity that is my Family. To continue incarnating in their bloodlines would make it impossible for me to avoid being sucked back under, so I cut myself off.
With all the changes to the Earth's energy field, a small crack has opened up and I've been able to offer the slightest tendril of healing. They are becoming unable to deny the reality of how much they need help. I've encountered a few other exiled Family members and we're doing what we can. I've watched several of them break down and go insane the moment they attempt to open their hearts. The first of our number I met in this lifetime, a wealthy man who was still rather close to our typical lifestyle, slaughtered himself the second he grasped the truth, though his spirit realigned itself in the astral planes and has been a huge help to the efforts at healing.
Overall, we are in a state of chaos and I find it unlikely that we will succeed in completely healing the group karma anytime soon. However, I've seen much healing on an individual level amongst several of our members, and for each of us that returns to our original positive intent, the cry for aid is squared and we come closer to deliverance. I will stay with them for as long as I have to, because they are my Family.