02-17-2020, 07:19 PM
(02-16-2020, 01:42 AM)sillypumpkins Wrote: Thanks everyone for the replies. It's helpful reading all different perspectives.
I feel I have a lot of hangups in regards to my drug (marijuana) use and my spiritual journey, so to speak. I often go from subtly vilifying my own drug use to telling myself "this is all part of the journey, do whatever feels right." So this Q is something I've asked a lot of people, particularly on forums such as this.
Hi - New here. This thread and comment above really resonates with me. I will say this is where I am at right now. I believe that my judging of self because I feel like I have to be a certain way does more damage to self then just accepting that it is part of my life and consciousnessly remaining moderate. I far too often get caught in my own head and if it wasn't for smoking weed I wouldn't be able to "View from above". Although, with practice I hope to accomplish this naturally without any drugs. For now I believe I should judge less, accept more and with time it will fade away if it no longer serves.