Clones

[Kaaron]

All is forgive Kaaron. I love you just remember that.

This statement has given me quite a bit of catalyst.
Its helping me realize that I find it hard to love, unconditionally.
Like I have no reason to not love you...but the feelings aren't love.
It's not through anything you've done. It's how I see most people who I don't know too well.
This means that my resting state, is distorted.
I should love you, without the need to know you won't just leave, eventually.
This is my experience of love.
I don't hate you...is probably the best I can muster lol
I like you. You're cool n haven't decided I'm too intense to be around, yet.
I'm working on it. Pretty much everyone who gets near me, runs away, no matter how hard I try to balance.
I'm starting to just be happier alone lol. Less stress and it's all in me anyway.
Let the chips fall where they may.