12-24-2019, 11:32 AM
I can't always sit for an hour or more. Yesterday it was only like 20-30 mins and then I felt irritable.
It's something I need to work on. I want to be content no matter what's going on, if that's at all possible.
Well, the constant low-level bliss is more like peace, and even that can get tiring because it's not euphoric always.
The real euphoric bliss doesn't always come, and I'm not searching for it. It is just nice when it happens.
When I flip into another dimension, it's really blissful and euphoric. Sometimes I can bring this feeling back to this reality.
It's weird, but that other dimension has a sort of distortion of time in a way that feels eerie in a good way. Hard to explain.
But it's total captivation. And yet not oneness or unity I don't think.
It's something I need to work on. I want to be content no matter what's going on, if that's at all possible.
Well, the constant low-level bliss is more like peace, and even that can get tiring because it's not euphoric always.
The real euphoric bliss doesn't always come, and I'm not searching for it. It is just nice when it happens.
When I flip into another dimension, it's really blissful and euphoric. Sometimes I can bring this feeling back to this reality.
It's weird, but that other dimension has a sort of distortion of time in a way that feels eerie in a good way. Hard to explain.
But it's total captivation. And yet not oneness or unity I don't think.