12-24-2019, 11:23 AM
Wow, two hours, I am hard pressed to do two minutes. Thanks to Carla's book on Wanderers, I let myself off the hook for "failing" this long time sitting, meditative belief, I was beating myself with my failure!
In that book it was suggested to sit for one minute and try to envision something as clearly as you can, something simple like a red ball. I've been using a red heart and now, a couple months later, still having a heckuva time and the vision is not as clear as I would hope, Then again, most messages I receive are spoken, downloaded as complete concepts, or glimpses of pictures, yep, hearing right now, "this is WHY we want you to exercise this visual muscle!" So there ya' go.
Anyway, I am in awe of your ability to devote the time and intent to your meditation! Especially for a Gemini, that is a real accomplishment.
As for "bliss," I would love to shout, "yes! bliss!" but not yet. I've only glimpsed moments of incredibly high energy, it buzzes, I sometimes shake, but my heart continues to be held in some protective forcefield.
I have more to heal, get through, see before then, I'm told. I have to finish this separation from my husband, 2000 years in the making and in the most loving way I possibly can, along this segment of my journey I keep being told the full expression of connection will be revealed.
So I have that to look forward to next year!
So much love to you Sun, I am digging the glimpses you continue to show of your journey!
In that book it was suggested to sit for one minute and try to envision something as clearly as you can, something simple like a red ball. I've been using a red heart and now, a couple months later, still having a heckuva time and the vision is not as clear as I would hope, Then again, most messages I receive are spoken, downloaded as complete concepts, or glimpses of pictures, yep, hearing right now, "this is WHY we want you to exercise this visual muscle!" So there ya' go.
Anyway, I am in awe of your ability to devote the time and intent to your meditation! Especially for a Gemini, that is a real accomplishment.
As for "bliss," I would love to shout, "yes! bliss!" but not yet. I've only glimpsed moments of incredibly high energy, it buzzes, I sometimes shake, but my heart continues to be held in some protective forcefield.
I have more to heal, get through, see before then, I'm told. I have to finish this separation from my husband, 2000 years in the making and in the most loving way I possibly can, along this segment of my journey I keep being told the full expression of connection will be revealed.
So I have that to look forward to next year!
So much love to you Sun, I am digging the glimpses you continue to show of your journey!