Growing interest in negative

[Kaaron]

The phrase "what you resist, persists" comes to mind.
Perhaps a focus on too much positivity, is attracting its opposite...to the individuals experiencing alot of negativity.
I spent my whole life in the dark.
This s*** is like a walk in the park, compared to how things were before.
It feels like now I'm getting more positive influence.
I kinda get what I need cos I'm aiming for balance.
Before, I was aiming for love n rainbows n awesome fluffy clouds.
Experience has taught me, this is escapism and there will be a negative balancing aspect, as a result of this choice.
To me, most here seem obsessed with STO and positivity, at the expense of understanding true STS nature.
The result, is being unable to understand the nature of certain STS behaviour.
Instead of seeing all as one and accepting the love present in that Oneness...it causes a separation within.
Accepting ALL as love and seeing love in what most call "evil", is the way to embrace all that is, as Ra stated.