Has Anyone Here Opened up to Intelligent Infinity?

[AnthroHeart]

I realize one thing I need to work on is often checking my posts to see if they have likes.
That raises up in me a general expectation/anxiety of the body that I accept and release.
I'm learning to let go of the attachment to expectation in this regard.

I was able to reach the state of touching on feeling what I think is intelligent infinity through my sexuality
and my anthro path.
Not engaging in sexuality, but realizing that my sexual desire was not my own.
I was picking it up from others. The desire for anthros I felt was other people's desires. And they are massive.
And I realized that what a shaman told me was true, that I could reach enlightenment
through sexuality. Though I am not enlightened yet.