It feels like a loss.
When you're in that moment...nothing here compares.
No sense of self, no then or next. Just now.
You are.
The rest...are distorted versions of that perfection.
Moments of saying "nah I'm not ready to merge yet".
I have reached this level once.
I had 2 kids n still didn't wanna come back.
Nothing compares and I've spent 20 years tryna get back there
When you're in that moment...nothing here compares.
No sense of self, no then or next. Just now.
You are.
The rest...are distorted versions of that perfection.
Moments of saying "nah I'm not ready to merge yet".
I have reached this level once.
I had 2 kids n still didn't wanna come back.
Nothing compares and I've spent 20 years tryna get back there