12-06-2019, 09:11 PM
(11-14-2019, 07:28 AM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: Actually, I find that when I give above and beyond I am more forgotten.
Like I donated 7X the asking amount on an artist's Patreon.
Then they posted to go get the artwork at the link they sent out.
But they had forgotten me. So I had to ask for the link and then they sent it to me.
There are many other times where I pay more than asked, and am forgotten.
Or I serve someone and take them where they need to go, and keep getting insulted by them.
But it still feels natural to love. Though I am sometimes a bad person.
Maybe you and your higher self decided before incarnation that you need to practice being humble.
Then you came in this world and the catalyst was created to stress your ego.
I think this is a common problem with us humans. Especially the service to others kind.
We are not as pure service to others as we should be.
I think our mistake is that we have certain expectations for the service to others we do. Some sort of pay back.
I think we should be rewarded by our did and not by the thank you to our did.
Often in life I had same feelings (you had) that I am invited to help moving someone but I am not on the list for the house warming party.
Before discovering the Law of One I was questioning the fairness of this world.
Now I understand that this world is not meant to be fair but to be a teaching ground for true acceptance or true separation.