12-01-2019, 11:59 AM
(11-29-2019, 06:11 AM)Confused Wrote: Thank you very much for visiting, Asolsutsesvyl.
I hold on to the Law of One and the words of Ra as my only source of spiritual education. I gain, whatever little insights my brain can access, from the intricate words of Ra. As much as it illuminated me, the words also cast a veil of cynicism or pessimism on my entire being regarding the Creator and the nature and processes of creation.
I now try going about my spiritual life quietly and without much ado, for, at multiple junctions, it feels all is futile. May all beings be free of pain someday. Thank you.
I think the view of the universe, including the larger sense of something being terrible about it and life in it, may have to do with the dissonance between the nature of what's in the soul and the environment of Earth.
There's one quote about that and the "quiet horror" felt on Earth:
Quote:17.23 # Questioner: You spoke of the alleviation of karma being forgiveness. Are# are# I'm having a hard time phrasing this question. I think I'll have to come back to it. I'll ask this other question. Can you tell me why the Earth will be fourth-density positive instead of fourth-density negative after the cycle is complete since it seems that there is a greater negative population?
Ra: I am Ra. The Earth seems to be negative. That is due to the quiet, shall we say, horror which is the common distortion which those good or positively oriented entities have towards the occurrences which are of your space/time present. However, those oriented and harvestable in the ways of service to others greatly outnumber those whose orientation towards service to self has become that of harvestable quality.
As if the veil of life on Earth, when draped around a psyche which is "not of this world", gives rise to a distorted view of the whole, rooted in the difference between "here" and an unknown (on this side of the veil) "there".
I think the personal spiritual foundation, the teaching used on this level, matters less concerning this. As soon as the influence of the soul, through experience and/or spiritual learning, becomes large enough on the state of mind, the same effect results. I experienced much the same on the foundation developed in the Cassiopaea community (a foundation which I outgrew, now looking for the heart of the matter in the Law of One).
As for hope vs. futility, I feel that what really matters is something which extends perpendicularly to the line of linear time. Physical events are related to it, but mostly in a "thin" and symbolic way. The positive future, though connected to this world, seems to be of a different nature, and movement towards it only partially happens along the line of linear time, the most significant development taking place in different dimensions.
I also wanted to note that, though I can't really cover how, it's possible to largely move past the stage of quiet horror and into a larger and more positively experienced spiritual life, though it may be equally quiet and simple outwardly to the old.
Basically, something must inwardly motivate enough work of a kind which changes the basis of how inner life functions, to the extent that a gap is bridged, and when that happens, life changes under the direction of the larger mind beyond the conscious mind at this level. The only recommendation I can think of is to focus on and distill the ideals which motivate most, and see where they end up leading, however it happens.