Great Way of the Spirit

[BridgesToLight]

Wow. Nice.
For most of my life I strived to be more of a man , then most men, in my professional life.
And it worked, right up until my overwork, anxiety and conscious, caught up to me.
My intuition was cut off (an amusing sidestory), I operated nearly completely from the rational, logical, masculine part of me.
I hated being a girl, and even before connecting to these concepts I shunned intuition and feelings.
What a rollercoaster of highs, lows,sickness and terror.
Even though I saw and spoke with spirits as a child, I had so locked this away I could not access, nor find, my intuition.
The road back required vigilant mapping of feelings in my body and the surrounding happenings.
Clearing a ton of chemicals from my body and life, meditation and eventually stumbling upon dowsing/divining changed everything.
Strengthening, exercising my intuition and divining skills have served this path so well.
I now hear my guides again, and even have new ones, as well as the occasional pop in deceased, and it all started with radical gratitude and swinging a pendulum.
Amazing trip