10-19-2019, 09:03 AM
Only from our one life, all or nothing, belief does this seem unfair.
I lived in that state of blaming God for most of my life, then, out of pain and desperation, declaring there cannot be a God.
I keep being told, "if one human in those dire circumstances has found the truth, then all are able."
And nothing except your own distortions can stop it.
Because I continue to be shown my how my past lives and actions brought me to situations in this life, it now makes so much sense.
Without my trials the catalyst for my new expanded views would never have happened.
I would still be stuck in my insanity that has been with my soul for two thousand, plus, years.
I had to be abused, marginalized, dehumanized, powerless.
I can actually see how I would not be in this place today, without them.
I can see how and why I signed up for this crazy life.
I can see how I could believe the suffering was a necessity, not an obstacle or punishment.
We, in the West have been conditioned to believe avoiding pain, strain and fighting the natural order is the preference.
We ignore, avoid, the fact that birth is a painful and traumatic first moment.
Growth, many times, IS painful.
Avoiding temporary pain generally only serves to make future pain more intense.
So, we think it isn't fair that so many suffer, and we from our positions of relative root chakra comfort, decide that "they"have no chance.
Who are we to decide this? We have nothing, other than propaganda and our own illusions, to base this on.
I chose this life for soul-growing, karma-righting reasons.
I've been hungry, beaten, homeless, no human support systems, raped and used.
And in order to be here today, in constant conversation with my guides, it all had to happen.
Those who chose 3rd world poverty, war, while inexplicable to me, makes perfect sense to their own soul, their own journey.
Unless this is your first incarnation, we all have been there. Which is probably why you resonate so strongly with their perceived plight.
Hell, I'm currently married (but not for long, divorce papers filed this week!) to the man that tortured and murdered me 2000 years ago.
We had to come back together as my stubborn ass refused to learn my lessons and without the catalyst of being stuck in my current circumstances would never have seen the truth.
My job, your job, is to heal our hearts and see through the illusions, no matter where we find ourselves.
All we can do is send unconditional love for the highest good and trust that these suffering souls knew exactly why they chose it.
Not my bat, not my ball, not my game, but theirs.
Love to you.
I lived in that state of blaming God for most of my life, then, out of pain and desperation, declaring there cannot be a God.
I keep being told, "if one human in those dire circumstances has found the truth, then all are able."
And nothing except your own distortions can stop it.
Because I continue to be shown my how my past lives and actions brought me to situations in this life, it now makes so much sense.
Without my trials the catalyst for my new expanded views would never have happened.
I would still be stuck in my insanity that has been with my soul for two thousand, plus, years.
I had to be abused, marginalized, dehumanized, powerless.
I can actually see how I would not be in this place today, without them.
I can see how and why I signed up for this crazy life.
I can see how I could believe the suffering was a necessity, not an obstacle or punishment.
We, in the West have been conditioned to believe avoiding pain, strain and fighting the natural order is the preference.
We ignore, avoid, the fact that birth is a painful and traumatic first moment.
Growth, many times, IS painful.
Avoiding temporary pain generally only serves to make future pain more intense.
So, we think it isn't fair that so many suffer, and we from our positions of relative root chakra comfort, decide that "they"have no chance.
Who are we to decide this? We have nothing, other than propaganda and our own illusions, to base this on.
I chose this life for soul-growing, karma-righting reasons.
I've been hungry, beaten, homeless, no human support systems, raped and used.
And in order to be here today, in constant conversation with my guides, it all had to happen.
Those who chose 3rd world poverty, war, while inexplicable to me, makes perfect sense to their own soul, their own journey.
Unless this is your first incarnation, we all have been there. Which is probably why you resonate so strongly with their perceived plight.
Hell, I'm currently married (but not for long, divorce papers filed this week!) to the man that tortured and murdered me 2000 years ago.
We had to come back together as my stubborn ass refused to learn my lessons and without the catalyst of being stuck in my current circumstances would never have seen the truth.
My job, your job, is to heal our hearts and see through the illusions, no matter where we find ourselves.
All we can do is send unconditional love for the highest good and trust that these suffering souls knew exactly why they chose it.
Not my bat, not my ball, not my game, but theirs.
Love to you.