A new interesting find regarding what happens to Wanderers post-mortem

[EvolvingPhoenix]

Who the hell knows? How does one even know IF one is a wanderer, much less what one's mission as a wanderer is? I used to think I was a wanderer, but you know what? EVERYBODY thinks they're a wanderer. EVERYBODY in the new age spiritual community thinks they're a "starseed" "lightworker" "Indigo child" and "Old Soul" EVERYBODY thinks they're special. I used to think I was a wanderer, but I've got no mission that comes to mind, I've got karmic baggage, and I'm really only interested in Earthly things, like creative pursuits, money, sex, romance, etc. Am I a wanderer? I doubt it. But let's say you're a wanderer... how do you know? And if you ARE a wanderer, HOW CAN YOU POSSIBLY KNOW WHAT YOUR MISSION IS? I don't feel like I have a mission, other than the Earthly one I've created for myself. I say, even if you think you ARE a wanderer, just live the life you truly feel like you wanna live, and don't worry about accomplishing your mission or making harvest. Don't worry about that s***. Part of the purpose of the dance of 3rd density is to experience your desires, and then understand and accept those desires and distill a sense of what you truly want from having experienced your desires. If that requires multiple lifetimes in 3rd density, so be it. Those desires may be Earthly. So be it. DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY. And if it turns out you're a wanderer and doing what made you happy to do wasn't your mission, oh fucking well. That's my attitude at this point. That's IF you're a wanderer, BTW. Everybody thinks they are. What if you're not? Does it matter? Do you need to be? Dude, f*** fulfilling your mission. Create your own mission. FOLLOW YOUR PASSION and if it's not your "mission" so be it. Time spent doing what you wanted is NOT time wasted. And if you LEGITIMATELY want to do something that is of service to others with your time, then do it, but not to make harvest, not to "fulfill your mission" but because you GENUINELY, ACTUALLY WANT TO. Be honest with yourself. Ask yourself: "What do I really want, if I know I am capable of creating/doing anything?" Me? I want to become a successful musician who has a band and makes a living playing heavy metal. So I've gotta first learn how to play an instrument and do vocals. And while I learn what I need to learn and create what I need to create, I'll follow plan B on the side, so I've got some other means of supporting myself and making money and still enjoying what I do with my time. Now what I wanna do is very Earthly. I wanna play heavy metal and get paid to do it. More specifically, I want to create amazing live shows for people to experience. Now does that really help them or change the world in any way? Probably not, but it's what I ACTUALLY want to do, if I'm being honest with myself. And if at some point what I want to do changes, perhaps to something more STO, then so be it. But I'll be doing it, not to make harvest and not to fulfill some "mission" I think I incarnated to fulfill, but because I GENUINELY WANT TO. Give those words some thought man. Don't get too caught up in whether or not you're a wanderer. Just enjoy life and live it on your terms, doing what you genuinely want to do, as if there's nothing you can't accomplish. If you don't know what you'd truly want to do if you could do anything, figure out what that is first. And then get to targeting THAT goal. Not some supposed "mission" you may or may not even have. It's okay to be the "apple that rotted" if that's what you actually want to do with your time, and if you even ARE one of those said "apples" in the first place. You might just be some 3D native who thinks they're special. And in a way, you are, whether you're a wander or not, but in a way, you aren't, whether you're a wander or not. SO WHO FUCKING CARES? Just do what you want because that's what you honestly want to do. Don't worry about harvest or fulfilling some possible pre-incarnative "mission"