06-18-2019, 07:38 PM
(06-18-2019, 08:36 AM)Nau7ik Wrote:Very interesting. Have you done this chart?(06-17-2019, 12:23 PM)Ray711 Wrote: Thank you both!
I agree, Nau7ik, just simply being able to enjoy the gift of faith is a wonderful thing. I aspire to experience a more proper kind of spiritual awakening, of course, but even if I never get there, simply being able to live the rest of my days with faith is truly something invaluable.
The veil is the veil, though, and doubt always creeps back in at times. In that sense, regarding our shared situation of isolation, I know Q'uo says that it's a very 3rd density outlook to gauge our service in terms of what we do outwardly, but sometimes I still can't help but feel that I could do more in another life situation. Sounds like you experience similar doubts at times, right?
I understand that. I wonder what is the purpose of my present circumstances? I feel like I could do so much more if I were in a different place with different people. But it’s also said that we are exactly where we need to be. We have free will so we can change things. I find it difficult to changes some things. Maybe that’s why these are my life circumstances, so that I can learn to change them and grow from the experience.
Things are easier to deal with when we have others to talk to or share with. Friends upon the path is very valuable. I’d love to have a romantic partner but I have not had any luck in that department in this life... and it’s not because I don’t want it. I have a difficult aspect in my astrological natal chart for relationships... the Moon and Mars together in the 8th house of Libra. It’s a good placement for occult seeking, not so much for relationships.
I just realized something. I don’t know if you’re interested in astrology or not but in the Vedic system of India, there is the D9 Navamsha chart. It’s the “promise of the birth chart”. It shows the hoped-for transformation of the of the incarnation. We went into incarnation and our birth chart was set up with its placements. The D9 chart shows how those placements are transformed. It can help us to understand why we chose some of our life circumstances and what the hoped for gain of such a placement will be.
The exact time of birth is critical for this chart.
Is your moon conjunct to your Mars? Is there a hard aspect regarding that house? What's in your 5th house? If I may ask.