05-27-2019, 12:41 PM
I'm just not going to force it.
I'm just sitting, balancing myself in the energy, without trying to balance.
Accomplishing much with doing little.
I will work on my struggles. Maybe my shadow self will show itself so I can forgive it.
I don't know how advanced I am. I know the basic principles, but it seems like nobody's
system works for me. I studied Reiki, but am having some difficulty learning the symbols,
because I'm not putting in the practice. But when I use them, it doesn't feel any stronger.
My belief is, we don't need systems to do things I don't think. Unless everything I am doing
is a system. I am not sure if it is.
I'm just sitting, balancing myself in the energy, without trying to balance.
Accomplishing much with doing little.
I will work on my struggles. Maybe my shadow self will show itself so I can forgive it.
I don't know how advanced I am. I know the basic principles, but it seems like nobody's
system works for me. I studied Reiki, but am having some difficulty learning the symbols,
because I'm not putting in the practice. But when I use them, it doesn't feel any stronger.
My belief is, we don't need systems to do things I don't think. Unless everything I am doing
is a system. I am not sure if it is.