Why the hate for wisdom?

[speedforce131]

Many people on this web site experience a variety of hardships in life.

Not like mine. I've been ostracized by people of all races. At this point, I'd have a bone to pick with white, black, hispanic, and even other Asian people. I've been ostracized in the employment sector (in which race was a factor), I've been ostracized by people in my own hobby, by my own friends, by my own teachers, co-workers, you name it. I've never had a girlfriend so I don't even know what that's like. Throughout my insanely lonely life, I still want to use it to help others, to help the planet, and to radiate as much love as possible wherever I can send it. By all rights I should be dead by now. But I'm not.

NONE of you know what it's like to be me. NONE of you. I'm sure there's some of you that's rolling your eyes right now and thinking that I did something to deserve it. NO I DID NOT. I didn't ask to be thrown in the trash can (that failed btw), I didn't ask to be picked up by my throat and pinned against the wall. I didn't ask for that girl to butt into a conversation leading to me quitting my 1st major job. You have no clue. That's just the tip of the iceberg. I can go on and on.