How much "free will" do we *really* have?

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Pre-Incarnate decisions made by Higher Self to bring about the desired outcome for the incarnation.

This one is huge for me. Higher self in this context is not the higher self in mid 6th density but rather your true self. I am hyper-aware of the decisions my higher self made after looking back at all the decisions I've made in the past, where that led me, and the current present moment and condition.

After I lost my 1st job, which was back when I was 18~19, I KNEW it was over. Contrast that with me losing my job this year, I knew it was over, but that wasn't the end. When I was younger, I KNEW it was over and that was IT! Furthermore, attempts to get out of the situation were met with failure, and subconsciously I did not want to get a job.

There was a period of 6 years give or take a year, where I stayed home and had various odd jobs that did not last more than a week or two. It was these experiences that taught me how cruel HR was, how the whole job system was, race discrimination, the value of what you own and choose to own, financial responsibility and so on.

Now in my 30's, I have a clear understanding of how employment works (including the seedy underbelly that's nepotism), I know the intricacies of race AND gender discrimination, and now I carefully select what I own and do not ever part with them for any reason. I ran into Law of One BECAUSE of my staying home and eventually working at home. I would not have found Law of One otherwise. If I had a steady job before 2016, all this spiritual progress would not have been made. It's not just Law of One content that I consumed but also the works of Dolores Cannon, Robert Monroe, a wider overview of the Bible and even Taoism.

Looking at it from the perspective of pre-incarnative decisions, my life HAD to have progressed in this way in order to reach the present moment. In that respect, we do not have free will. I am moving onto my next phase of life and in this next phase, I am fully equipped with spiritual knowledge and practical knowledge. It is a new journey, one I'm not quite sure how my true self planned it out, but I'm sure that there are things that I want in it.

When it comes to interactions with others, including relationships, those are decided pre-incarnatively as well. So I'm absolutely clueless as to which new relationships are going to be a part of my new life, I only know how I want it to be. I journey on the path that's set by my true self and along the way is when the pre-incarnative arrangements trigger.