Have we still forgotten?

[speedforce131]

Because we are familiar with the Ra material, could we say that we have penetrated the forgetting?

Do we remember beyond the veil?

Or even us as Ra students have still forgotten?

I know we haven't penetrated the forgetting enough to activate our higher density bodies. But I'm talking about remembering why we're here
and how Ra alludes to the forgetting.

1. No.
2. Not completely
3. We've all forgotten as our 'discarnate' selves have full remembrance of all lives lived up to current and we have no knowledge of that or why we even came here
4. I've penetrated the forgetting enough to be dual 3rd/4th activated. But to your latter point, no not even I remember exactly why I'm here.

Is having a hunch that we are a wanderer enough to say we've penetrated the forgetting? Or do you have to have a clear memory of being a wanderer?

No that is not enough. It's defined to a certain point:

http://llresearch.org/wanderer.aspx
https://www.lawofone.info/results.php?c=Wanderers

Ra: I am Ra. Due to the extreme variance between the vibratory distortions of third density and those of the more dense densities, if you will, Wanderers have as a general rule some form of handicap, difficulty, or feeling of alienation which is severe. The most common of these difficulties are alienation, the reaction against the planetary vibration by personality disorders, as you would call them, and body complex ailments indicating difficulty in adjustment to the planetary vibrations such as allergies, as you would call them.

Ra: I am Ra. I believe I grasp the thrust of your query. Please ask further if this answer is not sufficient.

Fourth-density Wanderers, of which there are not many, will tend to choose those entities which seem to be full of love or in need of love. There is the great possibility/probability of entities making errors in judgment due to the compassion with which other-selves are viewed.

The fifth-density Wanderer is one who is not tremendously affected by the stimulus of the various rays of other-self and in its own way offers itself when a need is seen. Such entities are not likely to engage in the, shall we say, custom of your peoples called marriage and are very likely to feel an aversion to childbearing and child-raising due to the awareness of the impropriety of the planetary vibrations relative to the harmonious vibrations of the density of light.

The sixth-density, whose means of propagation you may liken to what you call fusion, is likely to refrain, to a great extent, from the bisexual reproductive programming of the bodily complex and instead seek out those with whom the sexual energy transfer is of the complete fusion nature insofar as this is possible in manifestation in third density.

For me personally, the parts that fit are:

Sense of isolation and alienation: In every community and group that I go into, even as a kid, I always felt out of place. As I got older, I realized that I was way ahead of everyone else in terms of social or technical understanding. Because of this, I've become extremely isolated as people cannot stand that I operate differently. My worldview is different from others. Normal people have a sense of bias and separating into groups while I'm naturally unbiased and see all groups as one. Normal people accept unfairness regardless of the facts (generally the ones being unfair to others), while I am typically impartial and usually take the side of the disenfranchised.

For example, and this may sound absurd, but when the PS3 was out at 599, people unfairly blasted the console & regularly spread falsehoods about it. Saying that it had no games, and so on so forth. I was a huge defender of Sony because I saw that they were doing all the right things. They were offering online for free, they were working on fixing the price, they were developing their own exclusives instead of buying them out. All the dirty tactics that Microsoft was using and their fanboys were using, it was the opposite for Sony. Fast forward to the end of that era, the PS3 came out on top and had all the best exclusive games. There was a similar situation with AMD and Intel. I took the side of AMD and today, AMD has a new line of CPU's that are fiercely competitive with Intel and their GPU's are also very popular with the average gamer.

Both of these companies, AMD and Sony, were the disenfranchised at their respective times, and I was heavily involved in correcting the injustice with it turning out very very well to this day. If you can imagine, the level of isolation with these communities was extreme. Most people were rabid Intel and Microsoft fanboys. Therefore anything I said invited extreme scrutiny. I had to stick to facts while they were outright dismissive of facts (on purpose too, I might add), meanwhile they used the mob to their advantage. Saying that because they don't agree, and b/c there were more of them, that they were right & I was wrong. The way that they treated me (which was garbage), proved to them that they were on the right side. Of course, as history would have it, they all got their comeuppance. But that didn't change the fact that I was left scarred and isolated.

This was only one part of my life where I experienced such isolation and alienation but there's many others as well. I even experienced it among my own friends and things got really bad at some points. You would not believe how some people I used to call my friends would treat someone and I've never seen treatment like it with other people. There was one time where one of my closest friends slammed my head against the bare tile floor at his home.

Moving on, from the list of densities, it seems that I fit into 5th density the most. For some reason, I was never particularly interested in girls when I was younger and certainly not marriage. It was not until much later in life that I was. I'm now in my mid 30's and I now desire a partner however having children is not what I would find ideal. I understand race relations to a deep level and it would be a dangerous situation to bring kids into, especially where I live. The powers that be want me to push forward and have kids, because of the potential father that I can be. I can greatly accelerate that spirit both in spiritual understanding as well as 3rd density understanding, however I am not at an ideal place to do that, not to mention I've never even had a mate to begin with. I've actually never been on a date or know how to ask someone out.