01-02-2011, 04:52 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-02-2011, 04:56 AM by Experience You.)
Well, eric you raise good points.
The middle to me is arriving to the I AM realization in purity, where there is nothing left to include from this (particular?) creation and no others in that sense. I am Aware, I am.
I haven't in any meditations perceived another octave before or after that were not linked to awareness itself, which is all there is to know.
Everything else feels like dreams of awareness exploring what it would be like if there was more then just itself.And the dreams obviously come and are awareness focused/reflected/separated.
The I AM is the focusing gate for this.
Yesterday
Something occurred to me, it felt to me like the returning of creation to simple awareness, the last note so to speak, and in that moment all thoughts feelings experience are viewed at once and i felt that everything was One truly and also felt that all thoughts are a part of the same thought and deeply appreciated in orgasmic fashion.
It felt like true understanding of all that is, felt like nothing was random in that experience, from the color and shape of my bathroom to worms in the earth to me, to my fears to negative and positive Pain and pleasure to even more then that, everything felt To me a great joy. All humanity all perspectives all the dramas and personalities and entities and wishes everything, all of existence.
Everything was joy, everything was one, no thought was left behind, no injustices no one forgotten.
And i cried and i cried and i cried, i had been looking for this moment where everything would make sense all my life.
I felt that the dreams that we all are, long to return to that realization . Only that we are that realization NOW.
And then
And then
And then
.....
Notice, 1 and 8 densities of all octaves are linked, which means all 1-8 octaves are linked to the same thing, awareness.
1-2-3-4-5-6-7
8
1-2-3-4-5-6-7
8
1-2-3-4-5-6-7
8
1-2-3-4-5-6-7
and so forth.
All 1's and 8's are linked to each other therefore our first and eighth densities are linked to all other 1-8 of all existence. All occur at the same moment and not linear from one octave to another.
Experience of one octave to another is a perspective of all that is.
I know this differs from what Ra said,that they didn't know, well this was my experience what can i say.
I don't know just as much as i do know, seam the same thing when i meditate.
Infinity undistorted forever remains unknowable (nothing), but i know this because, it births awareness and all experience is from and is awareness.
We are blobs of experience/awareness.
If what i said does not sounds right to anyone, please ignore it.
But this time i really felt inspired to share.
The middle to me is arriving to the I AM realization in purity, where there is nothing left to include from this (particular?) creation and no others in that sense. I am Aware, I am.
I haven't in any meditations perceived another octave before or after that were not linked to awareness itself, which is all there is to know.
Everything else feels like dreams of awareness exploring what it would be like if there was more then just itself.And the dreams obviously come and are awareness focused/reflected/separated.
The I AM is the focusing gate for this.
Yesterday
Something occurred to me, it felt to me like the returning of creation to simple awareness, the last note so to speak, and in that moment all thoughts feelings experience are viewed at once and i felt that everything was One truly and also felt that all thoughts are a part of the same thought and deeply appreciated in orgasmic fashion.
It felt like true understanding of all that is, felt like nothing was random in that experience, from the color and shape of my bathroom to worms in the earth to me, to my fears to negative and positive Pain and pleasure to even more then that, everything felt To me a great joy. All humanity all perspectives all the dramas and personalities and entities and wishes everything, all of existence.
Everything was joy, everything was one, no thought was left behind, no injustices no one forgotten.
And i cried and i cried and i cried, i had been looking for this moment where everything would make sense all my life.
I felt that the dreams that we all are, long to return to that realization . Only that we are that realization NOW.
And then
And then
And then
.....
Notice, 1 and 8 densities of all octaves are linked, which means all 1-8 octaves are linked to the same thing, awareness.
1-2-3-4-5-6-7
8
1-2-3-4-5-6-7
8
1-2-3-4-5-6-7
8
1-2-3-4-5-6-7
and so forth.
All 1's and 8's are linked to each other therefore our first and eighth densities are linked to all other 1-8 of all existence. All occur at the same moment and not linear from one octave to another.
Experience of one octave to another is a perspective of all that is.
I know this differs from what Ra said,that they didn't know, well this was my experience what can i say.
I don't know just as much as i do know, seam the same thing when i meditate.
Infinity undistorted forever remains unknowable (nothing), but i know this because, it births awareness and all experience is from and is awareness.
We are blobs of experience/awareness.
If what i said does not sounds right to anyone, please ignore it.
But this time i really felt inspired to share.