Depression and Accepting or Resisting Futility

[RitaJC]

Yeah, thanks Ixchel. I'm trying to raise my frequency, to heal and to improve my life circumstances, slowly but surely. I think loneliness is a key aspect of my life I really need to work on. Maybe once I get a job as a teacher's assistant, I'll start making friends with coworkers and feel less lonely.

I believe there is a huge confusion: dealing with the feeling of loneliness which is fed by our mis-identification and mis-interpretation of our past experience comes first. Only after we have discovered our true Self (Creator) and become able to live from that infinite abundance (of Unconditional Love) that we have never ceased to bee we can be a true friend to somebody. Before that, the attempts to meet our inner needs by somebody else (friends) makes us clingy and (unconsciously) abusive -> the other has to abandon us to survive.