New & Need Advice - Awakening and Physical Health?

[kristina]

Greetings everyone!

I'm new here, found and read the Ra material and any LOO related documents about a month ago. I'm sure there are many here that can relate when I say that it's the only spiritual material I've ever read that really resonated me. Since then I've understood enough of the material and concepts to really attempt to incorporate them into my daily life.

I've been meditating daily, doing some Tibetan yoga, lots of contemplation in the attempt to balance my chakras etc. I've noticed that about 2 weeks ago I was making, (what I felt like) huge progress regarding my spirituality.

That being said, I've also noticed that since then I've run into some issues regarding my physical health. I've basically been ill with constant fatigue, poor sleep quality, fever, sore throat, runny nose, difficulty concentrating, etc. Now I have ADHD, so I've always had difficulty with concentration. I've been taking medication for about 2 years now, which has increased my quality of life tremendously. Still though, in the last 2 weeks I've noticed that my concentration ability has markedly decreased, and the meds aren't working like they have been. All these issues are making it quite difficult to incorporate the LOO consistently, especially in regards to my motivation, anxiety levels, and my ability to feel love towards others, which I believe is one of my biggest issues in the first place.

Just wondering if anyone has had similar issues themselves and could offer any advice. I don't want to jump to the conclusion that it's some sort of psychic greeting, because I don't want to shift responsibility away from myself in terms of balance and personal development. It feels to me like all these issues popping up at the same time as my spiritual "awakening" have been extremely coincidental. Is it just the selfish part of me rebelling in embracing oneness?

Any advice would be appreciated, and thanks to everyone that took the time to read!

Love and Light

12.7 ▶ Questioner: What would happen to the entity then [if] he did this? What’d happen to his chariot?

Ra: I am Ra. The Creator is one being. The vibratory level of those able to reach the quarantine boundaries is such that upon seeing the love/light net it is impossible to break this Law. Therefore, nothing happens. No attempt is made. There is no confrontation. The only beings who are able to penetrate the quarantine are those who discover windows or distortions in the space/time continua surrounding your planet’s energy fields. Through these windows they come. [These windows are rare and unpredictable.]

Psychic greetings are rare and very rare if you are just studying the Law of One and not channeling per se.
So, take a deep breath and tell yourself it's ok.
The one suggestion that is made by The Confederation to us is to meditate, meditate and meditate some more. Ra makes a suggestion to meditate, contemplate and pray. I agree with Gemini, grounding is really a great idea in this case; through the means of meditation or walking meditation or by applying mindfulness to everyday endeavors.
If you fear you are under attack call upon the Archangels for protection or whomever is of your choosing. Ra speaks of protection and that there is no greater protection than Love.
{Questioner: I felt that this session was advisable before the instrument has her hospital experience. She wished to ask a few questions, if possible, about those.

First, is there anything that the instrument or we might do to improve the hospital experience or to aid the instrument in any way with respect to this?

Ra: I am Ra. Yes. There are ways of aiding the mental/emotional state of this entity with the notation that this is so only for this entity or one of like distortions. There is also a general thing which may be accomplished to improve the location which is called the hospital.

The first aiding has to do with the vibration of the ritual with which this entity is most familiar and which this entity has long used to distort its perception of the One Infinite Creator. This is an helpful thing at any point in the diurnal period but is especially helpful as your sun body removes itself from your local sight.

The general improvement of the place of the performance of the ritual of the purification of the place is known. We may note that the distortion towards love, as you call this spiritual/emotional complex which is felt by each for this entity, will be of aid whether this is expressed or unmanifest as there is no protection [greater than love].}

I am in a great deal of pain from the time I awaken until I go to bed and all through the night. I get grumpy in the day as the pain intensifies and if I don't fall prey to the pain, I always say, " No matter what I am I serve the Creator for He is in me". A life lived in faith, love and service to others sometimes is all that can be done. Whether it is a spiritual sickness or preincarnative choice.
Much love to ya! Take good care of yourself and welcome to the forum.