04-10-2019, 01:20 AM
(This post was last modified: 04-10-2019, 01:46 AM by ada.
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Try and consider that these are the bugs that you so happen to notice, usually you aren't aware and so it doesn't bother you. I would imagine there being many bugs, spiders etc all over our houses and rooms, and so we are fine and not bothered. I think this is a nice lesson to go through. I have always had problems with finding hair in my food, my mum would cook delicious meals and I would just throw the entire plate if I happened to find a single hair. And it's funny because I have cats, so I imagine I swallow much hair everyday just that I am not aware of it thus it doesn't bother me. Having learned this lesson and rethinking the appreciation I wanted to have back then, if I notice hair as of now I would still eat the meal. I think if the bug/spider isn't venomous then there is little need to kill it, yet everyone are at their own phase and lessons so no one act is right or wrong. If it bothers you then perhaps there is something to learn there for you. When I was a child I would love to sit inside bushes and play with the spiders, I wasn't afraid of them at all, until one time a tiny spider bit me, I barely felt it but it starteled me and since then I didn't try and hold one again. Now days I try and connect with my child self and try and let a spider crawl on me to heal this fear and set it aside, usually to some dark corner of the room, they eat other bugs and that's awesome really. And they have intelligence in them, the webs that they make, it's like a print of infinity within something so small, I always used to be amazed by that beauty. So you are right, we kill many living creatures just by our daily existence, but if you have a chance to allow the creature to go on it's way, why not? It can feel quite appreciative. So thank you for brining this topic and sharing with us.
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