An experience I had while getting high.

[RitaJC]

I was once told by a woman that she adored me.
Then I said something wrong, and she told me to take her off my friend's list and never talked to me again.
I wasn't in love with her, but people get emotional sometimes, and make rash decisions.

This was a justified decision if you knew the history. I just wish she'd forgive me and let me have another shot.

Anyway, a lotta good those beautiful realizations did me. Now that I'm sober, it's hard to really appreciate those realizations. Like yeah, Iunderstand them cognitively, but I'm having a hard time really FEELING that way. I was worried this might happen.

Oh well. Looks like I'ma have to try to integrate that understanding better.

This is exactly what I help people with. Interested?