03-15-2019, 02:28 AM
(03-15-2019, 12:32 AM)Tae Wrote: I've always been tidily balanced in the orange, I feel, but always had a HELL of a time with yellow. In fact, I only recently feel like I finally got energy flowing properly through my yellow ray. This here I think is going to be a "wanderer specific problem"–I have never had any trouble with green ray/love interactions, and I hear it's generally the opposite thing. Basically, I had to connect the green and yellow, so there wasn't a big difference between me taking actions of power and me being loving any longer. Before I had distinguished them; now I've learned to bring love down into that yellow level and realize that to actualize the action of love I need to take a yellow action, which is harder for me, but must be done. Making the connection and exploring the needs and demands of the yellow ray through the heart, and then seeing how my own refusal to take hmm... sovereignty rather than what I had initially defined as being solely self-empowering was preventing love from manifesting.
I believe that describes me too. Weak in personal power (yellow), but ok in orange (self-confidence), and strong in green (love). Weak again in blue, although I am sometimes really honest so that can go either way. And my indigo feels blocked. I aim to balance them.