Deciding to connect with my higher self

[EvolvingPhoenix]

My higher self seems foreign to me. I don't recognize it as myself.
I can only trust Creator.
I can't even trust my own thinking sometimes.

I'm afraid to activate my higher self, or to call upon it, because it is like taking on the magical personality.
And I don't have what it takes to handle the magic.

So I can only surrender to the will of the Universe. I don't know what else to do.

I really hope you are able to find your higher self EP.

I hope you find a way to be able to handle taking on the magic of connection to your higher self. Perhaps a QHHT session could help? I intend to get one down thr line.