Seeking for an answer, advice or direction.

[EvolvingPhoenix]

Try practicing meditation and silencing the mind.

Did it a lot of times...


Combining 2nd and 3rd points, will ask it another way.
4. How to find my place in a society?

How the hell are we supposed to answer that for you?

As long as I can remember, I always tried to find my place/purpose.

You, and like 99% of humanity.

About 3 years ago I got an answer in my dream, the boy said me "You are a best healer sent from sky to earth"(it's a translation, english is not native), I didn't know the meaning of "best" or even "healer", tried to get answers, but still don't understand it
Since my 3 years of seeking I've healed my mind and my body by myself(can't really say "myself", a better word is a cooperation, but not with a humans)
I've tried my "methods" on other people without great success as it done to me, so all my actions to heal anybody else led me to misunderstanding and failure.
Now I think that he meant to heal just myself and not others or it's a somebody's joke.
So... I'm back to my seeking again... but I have no more power and I'm so tired

Healing yourself IS the best way to heal the world, but if you're looking to make a profession out of it, you can try any of these avenues:

Nurse, Doctor, Vet Tech, Veterinary nurse, Veterinarian, Army medic, Reiki/Energy healer, a massage therapist, an acupuncturist, a Quantum Hypnosis Healing Technique practitioner/hypnotherapist, Licenced Mental Health Counselor, and Psychologist

Now obviously, some of these are easier and take less training than others.

You can become a Nurse or a Vet Nurse after about 2 years of training. An army medic has to go through boot camp. A vet tech? I dunno, but probably not that difficult. An LMHC takes getting a Bachelor's in psychology or counseling and then a Master's degree. That's like 6 years worth of schooling. I've got my AA, but I'm just now working on my bachelor's degree. A psychologist, a veterinarian, or a doctor all take like 8 years of schooling. Good luck there. A QHHT Practitioner has to take some online courses, but I would suggest becoming a hypnotherapist as well: https://study.com/articles/How_to_Become...admap.html

As for reiki, you will need to take some classes. A Reiki MAster program takes about a year to complete. I looked up how much an average reiki healer makes and it said this: "According to the U.S. Bureau of Labor Statistics (BLS) current Occupational Outlook Handbook, massage therapists make a median salary of $39,860 and acupuncturists, categorized under health diagnosing and treating practitioners, make $74,530." So if you want to make a decent living as a reiki practitioner, I suggest becoming a massage therapist. Although you can also become an acupuncturist and make GOOD money it seems. But that takes a MAster's degree in acupuncture (3 years of schooling, after you get your bachelors, I'm assuming) or in Oriental Medicine (4 years of schooling, after your BA, I assume) As for massage therapy, Before you can work as a massage therapist, you'll need to enroll and complete a massage therapy education program. You'll be required to complete somewhere between 330 and 1,000 hours of training, which requires anywhere from a matter of weeks to two years.

I just now looked up how much an energy healer makes and DAYUMN! "The amount of money you can earn as an energy healer varies depending on geographic location and how many hours a week you work. Generally, though, practitioners with energy healing training can earn as much as $100 for a one-hour session." Some BIG MONEY can be made doing energy work, if you're interested. It'd take a year of training, and if you're interested in becoming a massage therapist, anywhere from 330 to 1,000 hours of training. That's pretty good, considering how much money you can make doing Reiki! I'm beginning to rethink my career path! a hundred dollars per one hour session?! For only a year to 3 years of training? s***.

Anyway, that's as much as I feel I can help you on your path to becoming a "healer" Of course, all this applies to the United States. Dunno about whatever country you live in, but I figure this could at least give you an idea what your options are and help you decide what to investigate further.

Now of course, you gotta ask, what kind of healing do you want to do? And on who?

Do you want to help humans or animals? Do you want to heal them physically, emotionally/psychologically or energetically? Do you want to help a specific demographic?

For example, I want to heal people emotionally/psychologically. So I plan on becoming an Licensed Mental Health Counselor. I have an ex-friend who once wanted to help at-risk teens and I feel like it would honor this friend of mine if I took up her cause (since she has dyscalculia and can't do the math parts of her degree she would need) and focused on at-risk teens. Especially those with BPD. So I'm thinking I might do that. It'll take me 3 more years of schooling to get my bachelor's degree, at the rate I'm taking classes, and a couple more years after that of online courses to get my MAster's in Mental HEalth Counseling. With a bachelor's I hear if I play my cards right, I could become a counselor of sorts, although I won't get to diagnose or prescribe medications, but that's just less responsibility on me and I'd only make like 30K a year, but that's a livable wage. So that's my plan, that or earn my master's online while teaching English abroad with my bachelor's degree.

So that's my plan.

I just laid out the options for you if you want to pursue another.

My advice? If you want to heal people physically, either take 2 years of schooling and become a nurse or take more years of schooling and study to become an acupuncturist for the bigger money.

Want to heal animals? Vet nurse.

Want to heal people energetically? Take a Master Reiki course and make get some training to become a massage therapist

Want to heal people emotionally/psychologically? Copy my plan, or become a hypnotherapist. Either way, it'll require a Master's degree.

Dunno how you want to heal others? Ask yourself: which of the above options sounds like you would enjoy it the most?

Dunno what you would enjoy the most? Look up each and get a picture of what the day to day practice will be like. Don't be afraid to get real about it. For isntance, the best example I can find for the raw truth of what being psychotherapist will be like comes from this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f0Fi32LbXHA
I won't let it discourage me though, because I believe in what I'd be doing as a therapist, plus if I don't like it, I can always become a hypnotherapist and rake in some big money. Sounds like a much easier job, if you ask me. And better paying: "Qualified hypnotherapists earn between $50 and $150 an hour, and can supplement their income by $350 to $500 a week by taking on just a few clients. A full-time professional, licensed hypnotherapist can earn $75,000 a year."


EDIT:

Come to think of it, I've decided, I'm becoming a hypnotherapist. Easy money, well paying, low stress, interesting if I choose to do past life regression therapy, etc. etc.