Seeking for an answer, advice or direction.

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Try practicing meditation and silencing the mind.

Did it a lot of times...


Combining 2nd and 3rd points, will ask it another way.
4. How to find my place in a society?


As long as I can remember, I always tried to find my place/purpose. About 3 years ago I got an answer in my dream, the boy said me "You are a best healer sent from sky to earth"(it's a translation, english is not native), I didn't know the meaning of "best" or even "healer", tried to get answers, but still don't understand it
Since my 3 years of seeking I've healed my mind and my body by myself(can't really say "myself", a better word is a cooperation, but not with a humans)
I've tried my "methods" on other people without great success as it done to me, so all my actions to heal anybody else led me to misunderstanding and failure.
Now I think that he meant to heal just myself and not others or it's a somebody's joke.
So... I'm back to my seeking again... but I have no more power and I'm so tired

Perhaps you do heal them and you just can't see it from here.

What about trying to connect with other spiritual minded people or communities in your area, have you tried that? (Thinking about it, this forum is one such place)