Did Ra make contact with me?

[Foha]

My story begins a few years ago when I read the “Dialogue with hidden hand” (highly recommend). It deeply resonated with me subconsciously. It was like an answer for all my questions. In there they mention “the Ra material”. For that reason, I was planning to look at it, but I never did because I was too busy with other 3d things.

One night/morning I was in a state between awaken and sleeping in my bedroom. My eyes were open – I could see the room. And I felt that there was something there. But when I say “there” I don’t mean my room. It’s very difficult to explain.. It felt like I wasn’t in the room – my body was in the room but not me. I could still see my room – my eyes were open. But I was somewhere else. And with me there was some entity – I wasn’t alone. I could hear that entity in my head saying “I am Ra. All is one. One is all.”. To which I responded “I am not ready” and it was gone.

I thought this was just a dream until I found time to look at the Ra material and I was shocked to see that every single statement they make starts with “I am Ra”. This is just too big to be a coincidence.

I said that I am not ready because I am in such state where my curiosity is high but my fear of these things is even higher. I am really scared of these things because they are unknown to me and I feel fragile like they can hurt me. I’d rather read stories of people channelling that try to channel myself.

So what do you think? Was this a dream or was it Ra? Or am I crazy? Also, any advice on how to get over this blocking fear will be greatly appreciated.

Love and light to you all

Hello, transitional.

If you are not new, I apologize! But I want to welcome you to the community.

I actually found the Law of One (Ra Material) before I found the material you speak of. The material you found has more of what Ra would probably call "transient information", as it gives clues as to how our politics and financial world is being controlled and directed, as well as why. This also means that the material in the hidden hand disclosure is very "charged" in a polarity sense. The author, who claims to be a part of the hidden hand, even hints that he has very good personal reasons for doing what he does (and not just to disclose). The Hidden Hand, he explains, is polarized towards Service to Self for a "selfless reason". Whether or not all of this 'polarized information' is true or not leads to speculation! A selfish person's aim is to influence the world through others in a manipulative or subversive way (see: controlling). A selfless individual would throw themselves over a crack in a bridge, holding onto either end with his toes and hands so you can cross it! Who is right? Who is wrong?

Ra Material focuses more on spiritual growth outside of any idea towards polarity. Ra stresses that it has evolved past the need for polarity, and also that evolving humans need to choose one polarity or another to graduate to the next density (read: stage of life experience and spiritual growth). For this reason, Ra imparts a lot of knowledge trying their best to be neutral. It gives suggestions on how to progress down either path. The group that channeled the entity are very selfless in their own polarity, so they mostly asked questions that are not neutral.

But, if you are curious and want to learn more, the Ra Material is very un-distorted, highly accurate esoteric information that is publicly available. This is rare, so I suggest you consider reading it. Be warned that it is a very dense read, however. The synchronicities in the prose, as well as the analogies and far-reaching relationships they hold are vast. The entity that communicated through Carla is extremely good with our language despite rarely using it. So take it slowly

Welcome!