02-21-2019, 02:04 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-21-2019, 02:25 AM by AnthroHeart.)
I feel an interesting energy shift when I focus on Ra. I do not know why that is.
I thought channeling words and channeling energy were two different things
and that it was only dangerous if you went into trance. I don't do that.
A sensei that I trust told me the best way to raise my consciousness was to help others.
I thought helping ourselves was also STO.
I don't want to sound defensive. I'm just trying to understand my own motivations, and your points.
Why do people meditate? Is it to help themselves?
I thought I was making progress in that I'm willing to work with Ra for the first time in years.
Because of the guidance I was given.
I wasn't channeling Ra. It was my own internal guidance. I don't speak for Ra.
I guess in a way I feel responsible for their distortions, or at least partly responsible. And want to help them if I can.
And I can do that by helping others through helping myself.
I don't have near the fear that I used to.
Even in a dream yesterday I was going to take a guy's gun away from him and shoot him, but decided not to.
I was a bit more loving. In every other dream I had I would punish the guys who would try to hurt me.
The reason I am seeking them is one of belonging to an energy group.
I am not going gung-ho in extremes like I did before with them years back. Small moves.
I am gaining a little self confidence too. Before I would have been put off by your words. I was also a terrified person before.
I am also being careful. The self-confidence boost I have gotten has really moved me, because I used to be so concerned what people thought about me.
And I do respect your words.
I think it comes down to my love for them. They do dream work, so if they tell me in a dream to not focus on them, then I'll stop.
But the signs have pointed to them because of how 4D is coming. And I don't know how to handle the 4D energies.
If need be though I will step it down and work with a 4D-5D-6D group like Q'uo.
I thought channeling words and channeling energy were two different things
and that it was only dangerous if you went into trance. I don't do that.
A sensei that I trust told me the best way to raise my consciousness was to help others.
I thought helping ourselves was also STO.
I don't want to sound defensive. I'm just trying to understand my own motivations, and your points.
Why do people meditate? Is it to help themselves?
I thought I was making progress in that I'm willing to work with Ra for the first time in years.
Because of the guidance I was given.
I wasn't channeling Ra. It was my own internal guidance. I don't speak for Ra.
I guess in a way I feel responsible for their distortions, or at least partly responsible. And want to help them if I can.
And I can do that by helping others through helping myself.
I don't have near the fear that I used to.
Even in a dream yesterday I was going to take a guy's gun away from him and shoot him, but decided not to.
I was a bit more loving. In every other dream I had I would punish the guys who would try to hurt me.
The reason I am seeking them is one of belonging to an energy group.
I am not going gung-ho in extremes like I did before with them years back. Small moves.
I am gaining a little self confidence too. Before I would have been put off by your words. I was also a terrified person before.
I am also being careful. The self-confidence boost I have gotten has really moved me, because I used to be so concerned what people thought about me.
And I do respect your words.
I think it comes down to my love for them. They do dream work, so if they tell me in a dream to not focus on them, then I'll stop.
But the signs have pointed to them because of how 4D is coming. And I don't know how to handle the 4D energies.
If need be though I will step it down and work with a 4D-5D-6D group like Q'uo.