(01-29-2019, 02:14 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: I don't think any of the "energy" I have felt is really what it seems.
It could just be a side effect of my high blood pressure.
I'm not taking medication for it though.
I wouldn't have done drugs, schizophrenia.
I wouldn't have blown my $70k of my 401k.
I wouldn't have ended up in $20k in credit card debt.
I would be working a normal job, not being too sick in the head to work.
I just want enough of energy to help with the physical pains of my body of growing old.
I'm 41, but I feel like I'm 80. And I'm sad, so sad.
Though I probably wouldn't find the Ra material.
I waste money and energy.
But I'm like a kid who doesn't grow up.
Wolf, be strong. Be a strong wolf.
41 is nothing, think how it'll feel like when you are 42.
Jokes aside , I made myself a cup with Ra symbol and this:
(if you can't see, it says "it took me X years to look this good", put 43 in there , you'll have 2 years to match your message):
https://www.zazzle.com/funny_birthday_ga...0928263395
Now. Blood pressure. Can I ask you man-to-man, are you fat? Are you eating junk, sugar and salt?
Eliminate: junk food, anything that's only white flour and has sugar/corn syrup. All ketchup and sauces - trash.
Be very careful with salt, salt is what balances blood pressure. Your food may be too salty or has too little natural salt (green leaves) that you have to use addictive poison. Medication only makes it worse. I know a few 70+ people who have felt into this trap, but you are young.
Drugs and schitzophrenia. Do you do drugs now? No? Then forgetabboutit. When you start normal foods , your body will eliminate what's left as toxins.
Everybody is schitzophrenic a bit, one way or another. Feel better? Are you stuck in the hospital, or no?
>> The love I felt before wasn't genuine, because it did not last.
The love and light of the Infinite Creator is much better, isn't it? No human love lasts long, no more than a decade, very rare.
Dude , midlife crisis. Get your blood pressure into norm and go get some ass. You'll be much better off.