I'm so depressed

[EvolvingPhoenix]

I know the feeling man. I've considered suicide just to rei carnate and hit the reset button. Although if I did that, I'd reincarnate with the same challenges. But at least I wouldn't remember the friendship breakup and at least I wouldn't remember all these mistakes I've made in my life. But then, I'd probably just make new mistakes. Fact is, we have the challenges we have for a reason. Apparently our souls thought we were ready for the challenge and our higher selves did too. I try to forgive myself for my mistakes, but I'm having a hard time of it. So I feel ya. Maybe study some tips on saving money and learn how to live more frugally and you can make the money you're getting work for you? I dunno. And I dunno how to do stuff energetically either. In fact, I'm even having issues with baaic things like... I pray to my higher self before I go to bed for healing dreams. You know, dreams that help me heal emotionally and spiritually. And yet I dont think I get such dreams just normal ones usually. At least I think they're normal. So I get hiw you can feel frustrated and disappointed because it feels like your best efforts aren't working right? I feel the same way sometimes. If you need someone to talk to about your problems, I'm here for you man.